Do you have a "crutch" aka semi-regular social contact with a heterosexual female that isn't your mom?
I see all the time cucks orbiting around ladies and while I loathe that kind of behavior, it makes me frustrated because I know I couldn't even get that if I tried.
On top of being a pit of boringness and negativity, I'm just an old weirdo with no relevant interests and detached from zoomer culture. Ten years of isolation made me drift further and further from social contact. Even as a kid I think I never managed to properly express myself in a social environment, being forced to silence and irrelevancy by my peers. I could only be myself when in company of my cousins, during summer when our families used to meet at grandma's and grandpa's place. Everywhere else I just felt wrong and miserable. During my university years I regressed into a complete phantom to avoid getting hurt. No one ever had my name or contact. Tbh I don't even know what my "personality" is supposed to be these days, lol. I guess negative social feedback was better than complete lack of feedback, after all?
Anyway do you have a female crutch? Someone you can talk to to stay 'grounded', to not lose sight of this earth or your image to others? It doesn't matter if it's someone who will never fuck you. What matters is the interactivity
I see all the time cucks orbiting around ladies and while I loathe that kind of behavior, it makes me frustrated because I know I couldn't even get that if I tried.
On top of being a pit of boringness and negativity, I'm just an old weirdo with no relevant interests and detached from zoomer culture. Ten years of isolation made me drift further and further from social contact. Even as a kid I think I never managed to properly express myself in a social environment, being forced to silence and irrelevancy by my peers. I could only be myself when in company of my cousins, during summer when our families used to meet at grandma's and grandpa's place. Everywhere else I just felt wrong and miserable. During my university years I regressed into a complete phantom to avoid getting hurt. No one ever had my name or contact. Tbh I don't even know what my "personality" is supposed to be these days, lol. I guess negative social feedback was better than complete lack of feedback, after all?
Anyway do you have a female crutch? Someone you can talk to to stay 'grounded', to not lose sight of this earth or your image to others? It doesn't matter if it's someone who will never fuck you. What matters is the interactivity
