Celius
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I’d say “hate” is probably a little too extreme because I’m still willing to befriend them (they won’t do the same and I don’t blame them) but I just don’t like them. I really just do not like them or anyone younger than me honestly.
This isn’t some oh boo hoo I don’t like the taste of music my peers have therefor I am different and woe is me type of feeling, no, years and years of being bullied, humiliated and rejected by them has made me genuinely feel nothing but resentment towards most of them.
Literally dude. I was fucking bullied over and over and over and over again, every single fucking day of my fucking life I was bullied by these people. I see no reason to not despise them and I am in absolutely no sorrow to not have any friends anymore.
And the reason I also hate those who are younger than me is purely because I never really got the chance to live my childhood. Losing my dad and being bullied to no end without having any friends forced me to jump into the adult world faster than I should’ve. I feel so much more comfort talking to those older than me.
This is all very fucking miserable and grudging but I absolutely do not care. This is who I am now and it’s best to get used to it.
This isn’t some oh boo hoo I don’t like the taste of music my peers have therefor I am different and woe is me type of feeling, no, years and years of being bullied, humiliated and rejected by them has made me genuinely feel nothing but resentment towards most of them.
Literally dude. I was fucking bullied over and over and over and over again, every single fucking day of my fucking life I was bullied by these people. I see no reason to not despise them and I am in absolutely no sorrow to not have any friends anymore.
And the reason I also hate those who are younger than me is purely because I never really got the chance to live my childhood. Losing my dad and being bullied to no end without having any friends forced me to jump into the adult world faster than I should’ve. I feel so much more comfort talking to those older than me.
This is all very fucking miserable and grudging but I absolutely do not care. This is who I am now and it’s best to get used to it.