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Greycel
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- Apr 24, 2025
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i've been a practicing christian for the longest time but after years of unanswered prayers, i am starting to resent god and everytime i go to church these days im never at peace but am full of rage. i know patience is a core virtue but how long, i also abstained from almost all vices (except wanking) until like 2 years ago and was a good christian who went to church every sunday. im just extremely pissed at him after following the protocol to be on his good side and yet not getting the one thing i have been praying for since i was 15 granted. while all the sinning chads get everything they fucking want. ngl i think religion made me a pussy, growing up being told to forgive forgive forgive i am fundamentally incapable or hurting someone . i rage i cry i scream to god and go to my next cope