Since i was in the kindergarden, in middle school it was apparent that i was always ignored even by most males i'd say something and they would act like i haven't said anything
, i was sitting at desk with most hated loser in the class, foids just hated me with passion, in high school i gave up (high school dropout) since even my "gaming friend" from middle school did not want to sit with me he would rather sit with new normies than dude he knew for 3 years. And everyone are suprised why i have AvPD, depression with suicidal thoughts, anhedonia. If aliens would ask me if they should destroy the world or maybe to protect the earth, i'd say just nuke this shitty planet.