I never feel comfortable in public myself i definitely hear someone call me ugly at least once in a week fuck dates i just wanna exist
idk I have never been outside in my entire life
yes I constantly look over my shoulder
Yes, I feel like everyone sees how much of a subhuman I am.
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Brutal
yeah i feel paranoid
very much so all the time
Everyday. I legitmately cope thinking that if I fix my posture when walking by toilets that it'll give me a better halo (it doesn't)
I’m extremely paranoid
Yes I do, I am afraid to go outside because of my ugly face.
Yes, i keep thinking that everybody is out to get me
I hate when they laugh next to me
I try to keep my head down, especially when I see guys taller than me, though I often find myself staring at couples my age. If I could rot away inside all day i would
Yes.
Walking next to chads or just normies heightmogging me brutally imposes such an enormous amount of pain that I avoid the real world as much as possible. Especially when they're my age or femoids, I can only stare the ground or act like I'm doing something on my phone, so I don't have the confront those who made my life so insufferable
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All the time
same
Not usually, but one time strong winds blew my damn hat of right in the middle of a busy street exposing my balding head. I swear I could hear condescending giggles as I in full panic frantically chased my hat in a ridiculous manner.
at least you can get a hair transplant id even know if fixing my face possible
I don't want to be Abou The Grafted. When the science nerds can offer a 100% solution I'll get on it.
I used to repeat the mantra in my head "they look at me, then they laugh" because it always just seemed like girls could smell the loser on me and want to let me know theyre aware of my place. Its like an evolutionary defense mechanism saying "dont even think about it, beta-boy, let me make you feel humiliated right off the bat so you cant get hard."
I used to always be really afraid of being in the same space as my bullies in school so i learned to slink away, make myself small, fit in, eyes down/away, dont talk to anyone, dont even try with the girls lest i rise to the rank of "competition" and warrant a humbling. Of course, if they were bored enough and saw me/thought of me, Id hear them call my name across the class/gym/field and know i was at their mercy for the next 5 to 20 to even 45 minutes depending on when they decided i had to be made an example of. When they were done, Id always retreat again like a defeated male in any other mammalian social competition. Id take my place next to the other lowest level loser, both our eyes downcast and trying not to cry, finding some solace in our shared experience but still hoping against hope he'd be the next unfortunate victim instead of me. I dont think that kind of training ever really goes away, and girls have been trained to spot it at a glance. ("Ew, hes a loser. He was the whipping boy, the butt of the joke, the community scapegoat. Stay away or youll catch his stench!")
Anytime girls are laughing around me i assume its about me aince thats been the case more often than not
I used to always be really afraid of being in the same space as my bullies in school so i learned to slink away, make myself small, fit in, eyes down/away, dont talk to anyone, dont even try with the girls lest i rise to the rank of "competition" and warrant a humbling. Of course, if they were bored enough and saw me/thought of me, Id hear them call my name across the class/gym/field and know i was at their mercy for the next 5 to 20 to even 45 minutes depending on when they decided i had to be made an example of. When they were done, Id always retreat again like a defeated male in any other mammalian social competition. Id take my place next to the other lowest level loser, both our eyes downcast and trying not to cry, finding some solace in our shared experience but still hoping against hope he'd be the next unfortunate victim instead of me. I dont think that kind of training ever really goes away, and girls have been trained to spot it at a glance. ("Ew, hes a loser. He was the whipping boy, the butt of the joke, the community scapegoat. Stay away or youll catch his stench!")
Anytime girls are laughing around me i assume its about me aince thats been the case more often than not
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No, I just go about my business
yes
I am the cause of insecurity of females when I go outside
I don't feel insecure
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