ColdLightOfDay
Serge’s alt.
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I do, especially when I’m about to fall asleep, I convince myself I will die that night and I feel at peace, until the morning that is.
I do this too, I also picture myself as Christ on the cross - even though I think Christianity is ridiculous and I hate everything about it, I think I still just consider it a powerful image of suffering and submitting to that feeling of helplessness is for some reason comforting to me.Yes actually. & if I'm feeling sick in bed, imagining that I'm recovering from a gunshot wound strangely makes me feel much better. Although it's not really that strange because it's your brain tricking your body into feeling tougher and stronger, that's the physiopsychology of it.
Me too, I look forward to it. It is my reward for having suffered so long.Death is a grace. Im fine with it
The thought of death neither calms or excites me yet I do fear it
That’s goodDeath is a grace. Im fine with it
You’re afraid of dying?I do this without wanting to sometimes and it has the opposite effect