SuicideFuel Do you Ever get Sudden Moments of Despair?

[PleaseKillMeLoseSkin]

Just now I was happy and smug as hell for having found my mothers hidden Poptart stash, she usually gives us the shitty cinnamon and generic vinilla flavored ones to use and she buys the nice flavors and keeps them for herself. I was thinking about how I was gonna make a joke post about how foids aren't even good at hiding poptarts but then it dawned on me that I'm a incel loser that can't get sex without paying for escorts, friendless, childless, and that my life is headed down a dark road that I'll never be able to recover from and that being excited about finding my mothers hidden poptart stash is the most loser thing anyone at my age could possibly be doing right now, there's no hope for me I should suicide before I make an even bigger fool of myself. No hope, no dreams, no future.

 

[Hunter]

i only got an episode of despair when i realised my oneitis was a hopeless situation a few months back.

 

[UnfortunatelyINCEL98]

"youre smoked"

 

[AfrikanCel]

Yes I get random bouts of despair. Usually manifests itself as a dry cry.

 

[Mainländer]

Just got one tbh. Sometimes I get paranoid about the fact I'm an ephebophile. I never did absolutely nothing illegal about it but anything related to pedophilia nowadays is considered worse than being a torturer genocider and enough to get your life ruined.

This is something I have to be very cautious about, just venting about it on the internet seems too risky. I must suffer alone forever. I wouldn't ever trust therapists on that either. They can't help me AND they could cause me troubles.

 

[Evildoer]

I must suffer alone forever. I wouldn't ever trust therapists on that either.

Can trust yourself only.

 

[Mahlo]

If by "moments" you mean "weeks", then yes

 

[Mainländer]

Can trust yourself only.

"Jeder außer dir selbst ist dein Feind"

 

[TheCrusader0201]

All the time, I hit things, I scream, and even mentally moan, when I despair of how my life is going

"Jeder außer dir selbst ist dein Feind"

"Das ist richtig, mein Freund"

 

[acnescarcel]

cinnamon is the best flavor wtf

 

[PleaseKillMeLoseSkin]

cinnamon is the best flavor wtf

Fuck off

 

[acnescarcel]

Fuck off

you fuck off with your obscure pop tart flavors

 

[SoCalSuifuel]

Yeah, usually after I masturbate or in the middle of the night. I think about how I only hate women because none of them care about me. All the ones I've known in real life don't even hate, they just aren't attracted to me and they don't care about at all, which is far worse than being hated. Being ignored and not even considered for sex is far more painful than being despised. I'm a complete loser and I have no real way of coping with that fact.

 

[PleaseKillMeLoseSkin]

you fuck off with your obscure pop tart flavors

You're insane if you think this:



Isn't better than this:



Cinnamon pop tarts are what people on foodstamps buy.

 

[acnescarcel]

You're insane if you think this:

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Isn't better than this:



Cinnamon pop tarts are what people on foodstamps buy.

hahaha that actually made me laugh. I've never tried chocolate chip, but I've tried strawberry, smores, and cookies and cream and cinnamon beat all of them.

 

[PleaseKillMeLoseSkin]

hahaha that actually made me laugh. I've never tried chocolate chip, but I've tried strawberry, smores, and cookies and cream and cinnamon beat all of them.

Stop liking what I don't like other than that I don't know what to tell ya. You americacel?

 

[acnescarcel]

Stop liking what I don't like other than that I don't know what to tell ya. You americacel?

yup

 

[PleaseKillMeLoseSkin]

yup

Thought you might be European with a different taste palate tbh.

 

[mylifeistrash]

all of my former friends and relatives are dying off or getting wrecked by life

so no, having a shitty life as male is as natural as pissing

 

[Anger]

Yeah, usually when i go to bed i get sudden thoughts of despair and a feeling of depersonalization, my hearth ration increases and my breathing becomes very chaotic, it's fucking awful to experience