I feel that I live in great contradiction within my thoughts, emotions and actions I look at something I have a thought, but what I say is not consistent with what I think. I look around me and see others suffering, treating everyone like garbage and I sadly have a dab of that black ink of hate; I look in the mirror and I can think I am the greatest in the world only to then hear the thoughts of decay and negative self-talk. Most of what I hear on the news and the past is doom and gloom, about how we are doomed or that the rapture is coming; fear, fear, fear is the feeling I see in others and myself. If you asked me what are the most common emotions you feel, I'd say fear, hatred, sadness and dread.
After being abused, I hear the voices of my father and all I can think of is murder and intense hatred. I see my mother and all I want to do is insult her for what she allowed in that house, I see my aunt and all I desire is to break her and beat her at her own game.
What do you guys think, have you lost your self's?
Have you done something that you know is in great contradiction with who you are?
Do you willingly do wrong and yet continue to do it anyway?
After being abused, I hear the voices of my father and all I can think of is murder and intense hatred. I see my mother and all I want to do is insult her for what she allowed in that house, I see my aunt and all I desire is to break her and beat her at her own game.
What do you guys think, have you lost your self's?
Have you done something that you know is in great contradiction with who you are?
Do you willingly do wrong and yet continue to do it anyway?
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