rvj
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im asking this for relating purposes
you see, im currently 18, going to be 19.i had been christian all my life, but on my late 15 - when i hit age 16, i had weakened faith, after so much had happened to me i didnt know if there was a god looking out for me. by 17 i was already atheist, i was certain that, if there was truly a god, he had abandoned me.
many times ive blamed god for my low quality life and the way i looked, i still do, i dont truly believe in him deep down, but i blame him just in case he does exist, because im so tired with myself and the way i look, i disgust myself, im constantly seeking ascension, but all i do is get uglier and uglier every single day.
you see, im currently 18, going to be 19.i had been christian all my life, but on my late 15 - when i hit age 16, i had weakened faith, after so much had happened to me i didnt know if there was a god looking out for me. by 17 i was already atheist, i was certain that, if there was truly a god, he had abandoned me.
many times ive blamed god for my low quality life and the way i looked, i still do, i dont truly believe in him deep down, but i blame him just in case he does exist, because im so tired with myself and the way i look, i disgust myself, im constantly seeking ascension, but all i do is get uglier and uglier every single day.