Incels.is - Involuntary Celibate

I JUST TOOK MY SMARTPHONE AND PUT IT SOMEWHERE AND RECORDED MYSELF FROM 2-8 METERS AWAY

I ACTED LIKE THERE IS NO CAMERA/NOTHING RECORDING ME. JUST DOING FACIAL EXPRESSIONS AND MOVEMENTS LIKE WHEN I AM IN PUBLIC PLACE

THEN I WENT TO SEE THE VIDEO AND I WAS BEYOND DISGUSTED AND HORRIFIED. MY ENTIRE LIFE HAS BEEN RUINED. THERE IS NO HOPE. I AM LITERALLY PSL 0/10. EVEN BLACKOPS2CEL BRUTALLY MOGS ME. I WANTED TO MURDER SOMEONE THE MOMENT I SAW THAT SHIT. I BECAME SO FUCKING ANGRY
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I AM INDEED SEVERELY DEFORMED. HOW TO FUCKING COPE?!
TRY THIS IF YOU WANT TO BECOME SUICIDAL. TO SEE HOW UGLY YOU TRULY ARE. YOU WILL LOSE ALL HOPE