Do any of you have this desire to learn, desire for knowledge, but at the same time, nothing in this world seems worth it and interesting?

[Deleted member 7448]

I've had this desire for a long time. I'd love to be able to dedicate my life to knowledge, to accumulating skills and knowledge and becoming better at something, an expert in a certain field.

But for some reason this desire remains vague. Nothing concrete, nothing in this reality that would interest me enough for it to become a passion, nothing that would satisfy this desire.

Is it extreme laziness? Is it the lack of discipline? Is it sheer stupidity?

 

[Napoleon de Jizzbal]

Desires are overshadoved by various anxieties, disgusts, and demotivations

 

[Alfeo]

"Do any of you have this desire to learn, desire for knowledge"

Yes, but more for the past, i'm reading old books, the old philosophers, old poets etc.

"Nothing in this world seems worth knowing and learning"

I have this feeling more with the present, hedonism and nihilism are much more present, maybe its interesting to read about nihilism but it sucks you dry knowing nothing in this world matters

 

[RandomGuy]

There’s nothing much out there. When you master a field you have sum normie taking credit and others burning with envy, jealousy. Lawsuits are another prob. Best to go incognito if you want to achieve something, but sometimes that’s impossible.

 

[PHp]

Maybe you have depression, or maybe you just can't accept that you'll never be close to being the best at it

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

Nihilism is hard, but true.
In the end nothing does actually matter.

 

[LastGerman]

I've had this desire for a long time. I'd love to be able to dedicate my life to knowledge, to accumulating skills and knowledge and becoming better at something, an expert in a certain field.

But for some reason this desire remains vague. Nothing concrete, nothing in this reality that would interest me enough for it to become a passion, nothing that would satisfy this desire.

Is it extreme laziness? Is it the lack of discipline? Is it sheer stupidity?

I have the same problem here. It is because we are not youthful anymore. We wasted our precious life time on actually nothing. We wasted our life time by being behind a screen. And this is what fucked us up, at least me. I really want to do that or that but in the end i cannot accept my age to be honest. It all started with the driver licence pill. Imagine being at driving school at age 24 to 25 while everyone else is 16 1/2 to 18. I cannot deal with it. And life at this point becomes worse and worse. No one wants to accept someone who is 25 for an apprenticeship. You have to be lucky. We cannot enjoy our youthful bliss because that time is over. Now we are absolutely exposed to reality without having any foundation whatsoever.

I am now practicing driving at age 25. 8 years too late. Just like with everything else. I feel like a little toddler next to some female who is 17 and has a driver licence. It just feels so weird, almost unreal. Something like this should not happen, yet i happens more frequently. More and more men are in this or in a similar situation.

 

[Alfeo]

I have the same problem here. It is because we are not youthful anymore. We wasted our precious life time on actually nothing. We wasted our life time by being behind a screen. And this is what fucked us up, at least me. I really want to do that or that but in the end i cannot accept my age to be honest. It all started with the driver licence pill. Imagine being at driving school at age 24 to 25 while everyone else is 16 1/2 to 18. I cannot deal with it. And life at this point becomes worse and worse. No one wants to accept someone who is 25 for an apprenticeship. You have to be lucky. We cannot enjoy our youthful bliss because that time is over. Now we are absolutely exposed to reality without having any foundation whatsoever.

I am now practicing driving at age 25. 8 years too late. Just like with everything else. I feel like a little toddler next to some female who is 17 and has a driver licence. It just feels so weird, almost unreal. Something like this should not happen, yet i happens more frequently. More and more men are in this or in a similar situation.

seriously why even bother at todays time with a driving licence? A good car is to fucking expensive even when you are working you have to pay off that damn thing. It used to be a sign of freedom now some of us can't even affort it. And then there is that fucking climatechange movement led by austistic girl, who want to tell us how we should live our life and that we don't need a car despite the fact that the infastructre in germany is shit

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I have the same problem here. It is because we are not youthful anymore. We wasted our precious life time on actually nothing. We wasted our life time by being behind a screen. And this is what fucked us up, at least me. I really want to do that or that but in the end i cannot accept my age to be honest. It all started with the driver licence pill. Imagine being at driving school at age 24 to 25 while everyone else is 16 1/2 to 18. I cannot deal with it. And life at this point becomes worse and worse. No one wants to accept someone who is 25 for an apprenticeship. You have to be lucky. We cannot enjoy our youthful bliss because that time is over. Now we are absolutely exposed to reality without having any foundation whatsoever.

I am now practicing driving at age 25. 8 years too late. Just like with everything else. I feel like a little toddler next to some female who is 17 and has a driver licence. It just feels so weird, almost unreal. Something like this should not happen, yet i happens more frequently. More and more men are in this or in a similar situation.

Also, have you noticed how fast time flies nowadays? Seriously, it's frightening. I can absolutely relate with being too old and having no experiences, but what's even scarier is that it feels like just yesterday I was 20. Soon I'll wake up and be 30.

seriously why even bother at todays time with a driving licence? A good car is to fucking expensive even when you are working you have to pay off that damn thing. It used to be a sign of freedom now some of us can't even affort it. And then there is that fucking climatechange movement led by austistic girl, who want to tell us how we should live our life and that we don't need a car despite the fact that the infastructre in germany is shit

Cars are indeed a huge money-sucking vortex, both the car itself + fuel + maintenance + insurance etc... But some people do need it, unfortunately. It's a huge burden that becomes a necessity for some.

 

[LastGerman]

seriously why even bother at todays time with a driving licence?

Because having a driver licence is absolutely crucial. If you do not have one at a young age, it is basically over and you will be mogged by females for the rest of your life. It is absolutely emasculating.

A good car is to fucking expensive even when you are working you have to pay off that damn thing.

Sounds good to me. I would really love it to be in a position like this. Having a driver licence, having a somewhat decent car and a somewhat decent job. That actually sounds good.

It used to be a sign of freedom now some of us can't even affort it.

It was also a men's thing. Remember back then havin a huge car like a SUV was a men's thing. Now it is associated with females. Absolutely infuriaating. First, females took the horses, now they take the cars. it is truly over. I will be mogged by female for the rest of my life.

And then there is that fucking climatechange movement led by austistic girl, who want to tell us how we should live our life and that we don't need a car despite the fact that the infastructre in germany is shit

Of course it is all anagenda to take away cars from men.

Also, have you noticed how fast time flies nowadays? Seriously, it's frightening. I can absolutely relate with being too old and having no experiences

It really doe snot matter what we do now since we missed on on crucial events to build a foundation. Regardless of what I do, time seems to fade away fast. If I just stare into the screen or be outside and in the end i have accomplished absolutely nothing.

 

[Alfeo]

Because having a driver licence is absolutely crucial. If you do not have one at a young age, it is basically over and you will be mogged by females for the rest of your life. It is absolutely emasculating.

understood

Sounds good to me. I would really love it to be in a position like this. Having a driver licence, having a somewhat decent car and a somewhat decent job. That actually sounds good.

How is this good? If you lose your job you lose your car, if you can't pay despite having a job you lose your car, i'm not talking about having a decent job, i'm talking about that, even if you have a car you actually don't have a car it bc you have to pay it off

 

[LastGerman]

How is this good? If you lose your job you lose your car, if you can't pay despite having a job you lose your car, i'm not talking about having a decent job, i'm talking about that, even if you have a car you actually don't have a car it bc you have to pay it off

I am talking about having a foundation in general. Even if the work sucks, I would be more excited for the next day because I could drive to work to be honest. Is not it weird, I talk about something which most people do have (specially females) because it is crucial. And this is why this topic is so significant. If you even miss out on that, it is beyond over and you cannot even restore the situation.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I am talking about having a foundation in general. Even if the work sucks, I would be more excited for the next day because I could drive to work to be honest. Is not it weird, I talk about something which most people do have (specially females) because it is crucial. And this is why this topic is so significant. If you even miss out on that, it is beyond over and you cannot even restore the situation.

I'm too much of a loser and an outcast to relate to the need of having a car. All I really want tbh is to not have to work at all. Granted, that's not possible, so the next best thing is to live on as little as possible, so I won't ever buy a car since I don't want to have to work more and spend all of my hard-earned and little amounts of money on a car.

 

[Alfeo]

I don't want to have to work more and spend all of my hard-earned and little amounts of money on a car.

exactly my point, but it was not all the time like that todays life is much more expensive

 

[LastGerman]

I'm too much of a loser and an outcast to relate to the need of having a car.

It is truly over at this point.

All I really want tbh is to not have to work at all. Granted, that's not possible, so the next best thing is to live on as little as possible, so I won't ever buy a car since I don't want to have to work more and spend all of my hard-earned and little amounts of money on a car.

Imagine not even having a driver licence at age 25, so you have to use all you money your earned on that.

 

[wizardcel]

Imagine not even having a driver licence at age 25, so you have to use all you money your earned on that.

Did you fail the test or something?

 

[LastGerman]

that todays life is much more expensive

For men. Since female tend to get more money on average now here in Germany. They also have a much easier work while most men have to suffer in low-level jobs and earning less than females. The redistribution of money is disturbed because of females.

Did you fail the test or something?

No this is Germany. It will take even 2 months alone to be accepted to do theory examination.

 

[Alfeo]

For men. Since female tend to get more money on average now here in Germany. They also have a much easier work while most men have to suffer in low-level jobs and earning less than females. The redistribution of money is disturbed because of females.

of course i thought this would be common knowledge in this forum

 

[LastGerman]

of course i thought this would be common knowledge in this forum

It needs to be mentioned specifically because only men have to suffer. It also has to stop, but will it ever stop? I kinda doubt it.

 

[Alfeo]

will it ever stop?

It will when we are completely brainfucked and humiliated

 

[WheelsofConfusion]

I can relate to so many of your posts man. As for me I am Low IQ by nature’s doing due to poor working memory and attention span. However I am able to learn pretty will due to forcing myself to read many things. If you have time on your hands what do you have to lose?

 

[Deleted member 10124]

I've had this desire for a long time. I'd love to be able to dedicate my life to knowledge, to accumulating skills and knowledge and becoming better at something, an expert in a certain field.

But for some reason this desire remains vague. Nothing concrete, nothing in this reality that would interest me enough for it to become a passion, nothing that would satisfy this desire.

Is it extreme laziness? Is it the lack of discipline? Is it sheer stupidity?

Understand you well.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I can relate to so many of your posts man. As for me I am Low IQ by nature’s doing due to poor working memory and attention span. However I am able to learn pretty will due to forcing myself to read many things. If you have time on your hands what do you have to lose?

My memory is pretty bad too, especially after some stupid shit I did while I was an alcoholic, and after all the years of rotting it got even worse. My attention span is of course fucked since I spent most of my time in front of a monitor since I was a kid.

It's not that I have something to lose, it's that nothing is really interesting enough to immerse myself and to actually learn enough to become proficient. I guess my silly brain would rather rot in front of a monitor, browsing the internet and forgetting what I saw 2 minutes later, than actually learning something/

 

[FlamingCel]

Yes man

 

[Deleted member 5712]

the only thing I even care to learn or want to know is how to get young pussy. anything other than that is of no interest to me.
but since i'll never enjoy tasting ripe fruit then i know my life is a failure and has no meaning thus everything has no meaning. So here I am just wasting my time away posting my frustrations on a loser forum.

waiting to die