
DarkClown97
Living is what scares me, dying is easy
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Be honest, do you also have violent fantasies? I started having these fantasies when I was being bullied at school. I kept thinking about taking a knife to school and stabbing my bullies, but I never did, but fantasizing about it was kind of good for me and with those fantasies, I was just about able to endure the bullying. Even with my jobs that I've done and I've been treated like shit by my former co-workers, I've always dreamed of taking a knife or other tool and killing them. [UWSL]Even with foids who reject, laugh at me or ignore me, I start fantasizing about raping and torturing them.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I can't say I don't like these fantasies because just thinking about them brings a smile to my face. Because these fantasies also help me to calm down. I also have to admit that I'm the type of person who takes things personally very easily and quickly feels threatened if someone gets too close to me. Even then there are fantasies about me doing terrible things to this person for violating my personal space doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman. Often it is enough if someone just looks at me stupidly and the thoughts come. [/UWSL]
[UWSL]It's just fantasies and thoughts, but sometimes I'm scared that those fantasies could become reality. But I usually barely go outside and I'm most of the time inside so I think I'm not a threat to society and as long as it's just thoughts it's all fine. [/UWSL]
[UWSL]I can't say I don't like these fantasies because just thinking about them brings a smile to my face. Because these fantasies also help me to calm down. I also have to admit that I'm the type of person who takes things personally very easily and quickly feels threatened if someone gets too close to me. Even then there are fantasies about me doing terrible things to this person for violating my personal space doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman. Often it is enough if someone just looks at me stupidly and the thoughts come. [/UWSL]
[UWSL]It's just fantasies and thoughts, but sometimes I'm scared that those fantasies could become reality. But I usually barely go outside and I'm most of the time inside so I think I'm not a threat to society and as long as it's just thoughts it's all fine. [/UWSL]