Blackpill Discovered an odd blackpill while dreaming (long)

[Mik_TFL]

Came up to this conclusion some days ago while posting on another thread here.
First, this requires a little bit of a preamble to be established.

I've been experimenting with lucid dreaming for about ~13 years now, during those years I've leaned a bunch about what you can an can't do while asleep, things like changing the dream environment, spawn dream characters, how to control them or give them "free will" (or at least the illusion)... etc.
It turns out that you can pretty much satisfy almost anything you desire as far as most experiences are concerned, except these things : validation & love

It doesn't matter how hard I've tried, I have summoned hundreds of iterations converging into the perfect Stacy and she would pretend to love me, hug me, make love to me, but I still felt empty, every time. And it is not the mechanical sensations, or smell or taste, quite the contrary, senses are augmented within dreams because signals don't have to travel through the spinal chord, no, it is the knowledge that she isn't real that kills it.

Most of my dreams are lucid dreams, but occasionally I'll have one in which I don't realize I'm dreaming (they are still incredibly vivid though), most of them end up being nightmares for some reason, but not all of them.
About 8 or so months ago I had a very special non lucid dream. In this dream some fairly average girl I happened to find cute asked me out, confessed she had a crush on me, gave me a smile and hugged me. (I woke some moments after that) And in that moment I felt complete, for just a moment I knew that this idealized form of love I imagined not only existed but also lived up to my expectations. I kid you not, I had a smile on my face for like 14 hours the next day.

So where is the black pill ? well, it comes from comparing the lucid dream experience with the non lucid one... this experience is proof that the satisfaction we derive from love/hugs/smiles not only doesn't depend on the mechanics & aesthetics of the experience, BUT ON KNOWING IT COMES WILLINGLY FROM SOMEONE ELSE.

It is the validation that gives it power. This is scary AF, because it means that sex robots, AI or paid escorts will never be able to fulfill that experience for us, probably not even drugs.

TL;DR : I prove that satisfaction from love and affection depend 100% on the knowledge of validation from a real person.

 

[Deleted member 10234]

Suicide-level realization tbh

 

[Mik_TFL]

Suicide-level realization tbh

ngl, the irony doesn't escape me on this one... knowing for a fact that my brain is capable of simulating that which I crave the most and jet I still can't have it due to my knowledge of that capability

 

[Blacktarpill]

Yes, thats really bad.

 

[SchrodingersDick]

Suicide-level realization tbh

 

[456C6C696F74]

Suicide-level realization tbh

 

[Mik_TFL]

There is a silver lining though... It really didn't seem to matter that she wasn't a gigastacy, finding her attractive seemed to be enough, the effect was 100% was I expected (at least in my case)

 

[Michael15651]

Suicide-level realization tbh

 

[FlamingCel]

Suicide-level realization tbh

 

[PolishMisanthrope]

Juggernaut law in practice. Since it was a Becky in contast to a Stacy, you were more likely to believe in the reality of the dream. Evolutionary psychology at its finest.

 

[Akkadian]

Yeh bro I remember having dreams where a foid liked me and shit, it felt so good but as soon as I woke up, I felt nothing but despair and pain

 

[Barry]

sometimes I dream of having a HQNP girlfriend that loves me and it's the shittiest feeling when i wake up.

 

[Robtical]

Yeh bro I remember having dreams where a foid liked me and shit, it felt so good but as soon as I woke up, I felt nothing but despair and pain

That's why you have to stay in the dream and not wake up.

This is scary AF, because it means that sex robots, AI or paid escorts will never be able to fulfill that experience for us, probably not even drugs.

Not enjoying your lucid dream can't be compared with reality. Some men are doing just fine excortceling and being cucks, even though they derive no real validation from it. If you want real validation you either have to be a chad or get with a girl when she's a young virgin that can still pair bond with someone around her looksmatch.

 

[Deleted member 19079]

how long did it take before you could ld for a decent amount of time? i tried to ldmaxx a couple years but was only able to maintain it for a couple seconds before I woke up

 

[Mik_TFL]

how long did it take before you could ld for a decent amount of time? i tried to ldmaxx a couple years but was only able to maintain it for a couple seconds before I woke up

Took me about a year, probably less. I remember the first one, only got like 5 seconds... There's a bunch of techniques for dream stabilization, from what I've read in the forums, different techniques work better for different people. For me focusing my gaze at my hands in front of me while spinning does the trick. At the beginning just getting excited will wake you up. It took me months before things like flying or sex were on the table. You'll get hooked up once you start making some progress

Not enjoying your lucid dream can't be compared with reality. Some men are doing just fine excortceling and being cucks, even though they derive no real validation from it.

Cucks lie to themselves that what they have is anything other than cuckery... as long as they somehow believe it, ignorance is somehow a bliss for them...
Don't get the wrong idea, lucid dream experiences are as vivid as it gets, I spent 1500€ of my hard earned money just to make damn sure the dream sex was at least on par with what a prostitute could offer, escortcells and cucks have nothing on me. Other escortcells here should be able to confirm, you can fulfill your temporary sexual lust, but at the end of the day you still feel fucking empty.