Smother pisses me of, in this already nasty and demotivating world. While she not totally uncultured and can partially understand righpilled truths, but still fails to accept reality, preferring to see world through her pink glassed that I am just happy child. While my life is ruined, I live in pain and shame, and my perceived happyness is just mix of honkpill and diamondpill. Maybe would help if I was suidical and made suicide attempts, even just for show-off how my life is bad, that I'm not child anymore. Maybe that would help to change her too much carefree attitude towards my ruination. In pas did broke things at home, when gort so pissed of everything, and especially of that lack of caring about ,me as sexually grown man with sexual need from smother. Fuck you smother, if I am just child, then atleast try to understand that child wants special toy - cute alive doll for sticking dick between her legs, and tanoshii friendship
Want sex AND FRIENDSHIP with pretty preteen girls (or atleast 18-20 who look and feel like teenagers), it is necesary, life without that is unfullfilled and
cannot be, all what is, just fapping to loli hentai every day
And sure, another disadvantage of not being suicidal is difficulties in elliotrodgermaxxing. Do want to kill people and foids, it is my moral right and my duty,
but it is also suicidal mission
Want sex AND FRIENDSHIP with pretty preteen girls (or atleast 18-20 who look and feel like teenagers), it is necesary, life without that is unfullfilled and
cannot be, all what is, just fapping to loli hentai every day
And sure, another disadvantage of not being suicidal is difficulties in elliotrodgermaxxing. Do want to kill people and foids, it is my moral right and my duty,
but it is also suicidal mission
