so i'm having bit of dilemma about SEA.
on one hand, I know that I will get basically any ass I want, and a job that i'll be able to survive on with a slightly above average standard of living for the city ill be in.
my dilemma is, I am feeling that traveling at all, even outside of my room, for even unlimited amount of pussy, is cucked. I feel like that, if all I had to do, to get unlimited amount of any pussy, banging 10s, and all I had to do was stand up from my bed, that that would be being cucked. because she should come into my room and wake me up by slurping my cock and balls. If I had to get up and go into the other room than that's fucking cucked.
so, I give up my 1st world copes, in exchange for unlimited amount of pussy. but, how do I not feel like a cuck for exchanging a greater material existiance just to get what chad wakes up to?
how can I not feel as if it is cucked to do a single thing to get pussy, when chad does absolutely nothing but exist? how can I not feel second rate when chad gets his cock rode while hes sleeping in his moms basement passed out drunk playing vidya?
I cant take this joke of a life anymore. no where I turn, no solution that I come up to, nothing helps. nothing fixes this. there is no where to turn. I am in hell. this is not a life. this is not living. this is something else. this is a sick joke. a cruel game. a little ((lab experiment))
send me hoes to fuck me in my room ((you)) fucking ((people)) and I can exchange my ((service))
on one hand, I know that I will get basically any ass I want, and a job that i'll be able to survive on with a slightly above average standard of living for the city ill be in.
my dilemma is, I am feeling that traveling at all, even outside of my room, for even unlimited amount of pussy, is cucked. I feel like that, if all I had to do, to get unlimited amount of any pussy, banging 10s, and all I had to do was stand up from my bed, that that would be being cucked. because she should come into my room and wake me up by slurping my cock and balls. If I had to get up and go into the other room than that's fucking cucked.
so, I give up my 1st world copes, in exchange for unlimited amount of pussy. but, how do I not feel like a cuck for exchanging a greater material existiance just to get what chad wakes up to?
how can I not feel as if it is cucked to do a single thing to get pussy, when chad does absolutely nothing but exist? how can I not feel second rate when chad gets his cock rode while hes sleeping in his moms basement passed out drunk playing vidya?
I cant take this joke of a life anymore. no where I turn, no solution that I come up to, nothing helps. nothing fixes this. there is no where to turn. I am in hell. this is not a life. this is not living. this is something else. this is a sick joke. a cruel game. a little ((lab experiment))
send me hoes to fuck me in my room ((you)) fucking ((people)) and I can exchange my ((service))
