I was always a kinda weird guy, always alone, never had any friends, depressed since like 13. So there were a lot of things that I blamed the lack of sex in my life on. And rightfully so actually, since I had 0 social interactions with any females.
But I didn't really realize how ugly I am till I learned about the black pill. I mean, I was fat when I was a kid, and when I was like 16 I was anorexic for a while, so I definitely knew that my fatness didn't help. I was also weak, never could do a pull-up, so my lack of athleticism definitely didn't boost my self-worth.
But even as a dude with all those flaws, and many more, like starting to bald at 17, wearing glasses since like 14, various other health problems, acne etc... I didn't think of myself as ugly. Now I know that I am though, especially with all the years of rotting and other very unhealthy habits.
But I didn't really realize how ugly I am till I learned about the black pill. I mean, I was fat when I was a kid, and when I was like 16 I was anorexic for a while, so I definitely knew that my fatness didn't help. I was also weak, never could do a pull-up, so my lack of athleticism definitely didn't boost my self-worth.
But even as a dude with all those flaws, and many more, like starting to bald at 17, wearing glasses since like 14, various other health problems, acne etc... I didn't think of myself as ugly. Now I know that I am though, especially with all the years of rotting and other very unhealthy habits.
