Discussion Did you find a purpose to live

[Eternalifeofdoom]

I've given up on life or rather say life has failed me from the moment i was born, so in the near future i want to find a job that pays enough to sustain my basic needs until the day of my exit.
I don't want to own nothing nor to empress anyone, all i want is to forget and be forgotten.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I did not. At best, I can distract myself from my feelings of hopelessness, loneliness, and emptiness with video games, shows, or even just by sleeping more. But my life lacks a fundamental sense of direction and meaning. I have no purpose and every day is a bleak, pointless slog.

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

Exactly the same for me. I hope it ends soon.

I did not. At best, I can distract myself from my feelings of hopelessness, loneliness, and emptiness with video games, shows, or even just by sleeping more. But my life lacks a fundamental sense of direction and meaning. I have no purpose and every day is a bleak, pointless slog.

 

[AutistSupremacist]

My family would be sad if I died so I live

 

[Stupid Clown]

Everything bores me.

 

[SupremeAutist]

Everything bores me.

 

[psyop]

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

You're lucky, idk if my family care that much.

My family would be sad if I died so I live

 

[fokusin]

Everything bores me.

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

Dopamine Detox is needed for us

Everything bores me.

 

[orgcel]

clear out my steam backlog

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

Few inches of bone makes or break you

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[ToBurble&Pine]

moneymaxxing for no reason

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

At least you don't have to worry about it

moneymaxxing for no reason

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

At least you don't have to worry about it

It's easy for me to moneymaxx cause I don't buy food, clothes, whatever like any normie cope that you can think of I don't do it
Brutal

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

I tried to kill myself when I was in middle school for reasons that I don't remember and failed. I decided that I would never attempt again, but I didn't have a reason to live either, so I just did the bare minimum to survive. When I finished highschool I decided to at least try to be happy, I gave the redpill a chance and I put all my efforts to turn my life around, find happiness and live a normal life with normal experiences (like kissing a girl or getting a satisfying career). I worked hard, self improved, put myself out there, read books and so on but after years of failure I realized that I couldn't even get that much.

Now I live again with no purpose like I did as a child. I LDAR and work the bare minimum to survive. I only feel something when I immerse myself in books, movies, comics or music. Sometimes I get surges of hope and I try to do something with my life but nothing ever comes out of it.

 

[SilverBullet]

no. my purpose is to wait until i hopefully get isekai'd. I hate this world an unfathomable amount and don't care about anything that happens in it, including my own life. now I'll just LDAR till death

 

[Jud Pottah]

Soon ill post something good. Grab some snacks.

 

[Sonicfancel]

No and i never will because the normie society was not made to fit people like me.

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

Brutal. It seems that you did everything right but still end up at square one well at least u could say you've tried. Condolences my good brocel the odds were stacked against you from the start.

I tried to kill myself when I was in middle school for reasons that I don't remember and failed. I decided that I would never attempt again, but I didn't have a reason to live either, so I just did the bare minimum to survive. When I finished highschool I decided to at least try to be happy, I gave the redpill a chance and I put all my efforts to turn my life around, find happiness and live a normal life with normal experiences (like kissing a girl or getting a satisfying career). I worked hard, self improved, put myself out there, read books and so on but after years of failure I realized that I couldn't even get that much.

Now I live again with no purpose like I did as a child. I LDAR and work the bare minimum to survive. I only feel something when I immerse myself in books, movies, comics or music. Sometimes I get surges of hope and I try to do something with my life but nothing ever comes out of it.

 

[Bitter_And_Angry]

Everything bores me.

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

I can't blame you, fuck this world.

no. my purpose is to wait until i hopefully get isekai'd. I hate this world an unfathomable amount and don't care about anything that happens in it, including my own life. now I'll just LDAR till death

Soon ill post something good. Grab some snacks.

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

No and i never will because the normie society was not made to fit people like me.