cripplecel
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I hang out with some friends when i was 12. Other than that i have been rotting for YEARS! Almost 10 years of ROT and even more to come.
friends aren't much fun, I should have just taken drugs or sthyea but idk it was mostly just a timesink and nothing particularly exciting, I feel like having more friends delayed my personal development
That is basically my experience, I had some friends as a kid but since 14-15 my life has gotten more shit every year.I had in kindergarten and until 6th grade in primary school. I didn’t have like a proper social circle, but I had a few people in my life I could call friends. I haven’t made a single friend since then.
Making friends as a small kid is so easy even if you’re non-NT. After you hit puberty everything goes to shit. I’ve been going downhill since I hit 12 and my mental health is deteriorating year by year since then.
I jestermaxxed from year 7- year 8 of my first HS which got me some popularity among the boys (especially niggas) but they stopped liking me because they’re girlfriends hated me. In my second highschool I jestermaxxed again which got me some nigga friends, then I got kicked out that school because some white bitch reported me for making rape jokes and saying nigger. From then on I had 0 friendsI hang out with some friends when i was 12. Other than that i have been rotting for YEARS! Almost 10 years of ROT and even more to come.