I was young, 7th grade when I started to become "blackpilled". I did not have a name for it, just recognizing the way things were. It seemed I was alone in what I could see. I was starting to become ostracized by my peers more in 7th grade because girls didn't like me, I was unattractive and not socially desirable to them. I also was beginning to be bullied a fair amount. When 8th grade hit that's when I really saw things for what they were, seeing all the girls I found attractive and more choose the men they did, and me realizing that it was not going to happen for me. Watching all the lucky people as couples make out and revel in the hallways, reaching their new levels of confidence and life fulfillment. There were different points in life where it sunk in more, like high school, college, reaching age 25 as a kiss less virgin and more after and in between. All the while peers engaged in sexual intimacy and romance in clear sight. It was interesting to find some incel terminology not long ago.
