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Me never talked to a foid till my 26 years of life. I wonder why yeah I was rejected from social media due to my ugly face . I remember those days when my Chad friend talks to couple of beautyfull girls where none of the fb accounts of females will even reply me. That double standard was my first blackpill and I learned life as sub5 is different than life as a Chad/lite/normie
Yeah i remember normies were able to simply and getinto friendzones of foids.. but I remember I never talked to foids ever. I only seen them in movies, and porn..just yesterday I saw some lesbian videos of foids. And you know I can't even realise the fact that this foids can love men.. why? Because I never seen anything like real sex with a foid..this porn shit is not so real it's just exaggerated version. I am so curious how foid acts with chads in bedrooms , does the chads fuck them every 15 minutes or do this foids Dom the Chad? The thing is I have no idea other than porn.thats the main reason I am addicted to porn.. I never had a foid friend till now. And you know I am getting ugly day by day because of porn and masturbation.nowadays I sit and watch porn and masturbate for hours. I just edge and edge and then realise the fact that there is a limit to pleasure from porn and real sex is so different in terms of intimacy and feelings.. when I nut I start to think abt my onetis..and suddenly the thought of my inceldom comes and I just come back to my senses.. I am autistic and ugly and had mild trauma to face which made my face asymmetrical and unpleasant. Porn addiction in this era of feminism is killing me.. because feminist foids out there hates porn addicts so much.. I can feel this tat when I watch porn and masturbate and goto streets all girls will turn their heads away from me intentionally..it's like they hate to see something like me exists.. and I goto banks and I see the tellers telling lies to me to just get rid of me.. and I saw my onrties actively trying to turn her back to me whenever I go past to her.. it's all evident they hate me because I am ugly and creepy..if I was a Chad with porn addiction they should definitely come to me and will even pay for my sex addiction therapy and also give me some free sex.. but only I am ugly noone cares and they hate as well. The number of traumas I went through life as an incel is numerous.. starting from ignorance to getting chased and bullied by foids friends for staring at foid and senting her a message..it was brutal..college was brutal nd I was a drop out.. and you know all the foids here in my town got great jobs and most of them have a wonderful ife..I am going to a weird workplace and work like shit..most of the days the owner will punish me just for existing in his company.. there is an ugly bitch who tries to complain abt anything and everything I do to the owner. It's brutal to live in this world. Because all I can see is wagecuck life and what future trauma from foids for staring at them.. the number of traumas I received from foids and sexhavers were so big that I become so quiet..
You know on a particular day just think in the shoes of Chad.. he gets a morning message from foid abt what are his plans..he will text her and suddenly she decided to goto a movies and food say to forget abt work and take leaves..the Chad call his normie or Chad boss who give chads free vacations with pay, and the Chad enjoys the day.. while wage cuck incels work hard to get underpaid. I never get paid more than minimum wage and I don't know why.. I see even ugly bitches getting high paying than me.. I realised the hierarchy of society is like
Foids-Chads-chadllites-femcels-normies-disabled-dogs-incels
It's brutal but apart from every coppe a ugly face is the last in the society. You can't deny that ..
Yeah i remember normies were able to simply and getinto friendzones of foids.. but I remember I never talked to foids ever. I only seen them in movies, and porn..just yesterday I saw some lesbian videos of foids. And you know I can't even realise the fact that this foids can love men.. why? Because I never seen anything like real sex with a foid..this porn shit is not so real it's just exaggerated version. I am so curious how foid acts with chads in bedrooms , does the chads fuck them every 15 minutes or do this foids Dom the Chad? The thing is I have no idea other than porn.thats the main reason I am addicted to porn.. I never had a foid friend till now. And you know I am getting ugly day by day because of porn and masturbation.nowadays I sit and watch porn and masturbate for hours. I just edge and edge and then realise the fact that there is a limit to pleasure from porn and real sex is so different in terms of intimacy and feelings.. when I nut I start to think abt my onetis..and suddenly the thought of my inceldom comes and I just come back to my senses.. I am autistic and ugly and had mild trauma to face which made my face asymmetrical and unpleasant. Porn addiction in this era of feminism is killing me.. because feminist foids out there hates porn addicts so much.. I can feel this tat when I watch porn and masturbate and goto streets all girls will turn their heads away from me intentionally..it's like they hate to see something like me exists.. and I goto banks and I see the tellers telling lies to me to just get rid of me.. and I saw my onrties actively trying to turn her back to me whenever I go past to her.. it's all evident they hate me because I am ugly and creepy..if I was a Chad with porn addiction they should definitely come to me and will even pay for my sex addiction therapy and also give me some free sex.. but only I am ugly noone cares and they hate as well. The number of traumas I went through life as an incel is numerous.. starting from ignorance to getting chased and bullied by foids friends for staring at foid and senting her a message..it was brutal..college was brutal nd I was a drop out.. and you know all the foids here in my town got great jobs and most of them have a wonderful ife..I am going to a weird workplace and work like shit..most of the days the owner will punish me just for existing in his company.. there is an ugly bitch who tries to complain abt anything and everything I do to the owner. It's brutal to live in this world. Because all I can see is wagecuck life and what future trauma from foids for staring at them.. the number of traumas I received from foids and sexhavers were so big that I become so quiet..
You know on a particular day just think in the shoes of Chad.. he gets a morning message from foid abt what are his plans..he will text her and suddenly she decided to goto a movies and food say to forget abt work and take leaves..the Chad call his normie or Chad boss who give chads free vacations with pay, and the Chad enjoys the day.. while wage cuck incels work hard to get underpaid. I never get paid more than minimum wage and I don't know why.. I see even ugly bitches getting high paying than me.. I realised the hierarchy of society is like
Foids-Chads-chadllites-femcels-normies-disabled-dogs-incels
It's brutal but apart from every coppe a ugly face is the last in the society. You can't deny that ..
