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Fuck if this wasn't enough for having shit genes, I am also starting to get very sick
I have been so pale-skin those entire 3-4 months, and not the healthy kind, I look like a zombie and I got commented about this in zoom calls,
I am only 17 and should be in my prime health-wise at least but I feel very dead, I have a very bad fatigue, and I feel like shit in general
the most scary thing is that my speech is hurt, I have hard time speaking and forget words when speaking, I get cut a lot while speaking and say unrelated things by acident, and one of my better traits is that I am a good speaker and that those speech issues are not normal to me at all (at least in my language lol)
which is very scary for me, I have a feeling I have an underlying issue and seeing myself going through this makes me doubt if I will die from an illness,
because when I was a kid I had a couple of surgries, one of them which was very life threatening
and guess what the only changed I had? I stopped exercising, before the lockdown I was feeling amazing and very hyperactive, I was still rotting on my PC,
the only difference is the intense workout and maybe school
jfl this lockdown has probably made me more likely to die from corona
I have been so pale-skin those entire 3-4 months, and not the healthy kind, I look like a zombie and I got commented about this in zoom calls,
I am only 17 and should be in my prime health-wise at least but I feel very dead, I have a very bad fatigue, and I feel like shit in general
the most scary thing is that my speech is hurt, I have hard time speaking and forget words when speaking, I get cut a lot while speaking and say unrelated things by acident, and one of my better traits is that I am a good speaker and that those speech issues are not normal to me at all (at least in my language lol)
which is very scary for me, I have a feeling I have an underlying issue and seeing myself going through this makes me doubt if I will die from an illness,
because when I was a kid I had a couple of surgries, one of them which was very life threatening
and guess what the only changed I had? I stopped exercising, before the lockdown I was feeling amazing and very hyperactive, I was still rotting on my PC,
the only difference is the intense workout and maybe school
jfl this lockdown has probably made me more likely to die from corona