rickvanderhammer
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It feels like i'm suffocating 24/7, cant sleep, i spit out like a cup of mucus every minute. Doctors say i have 2-5 years to live if i'm lucky without a lung transplant. I was polishing concrete for a week in a small warehouse with no mask or ventilation, i was forced to work for this guy by my parents and nobody told me about the risks. When i lay down it feels like i'm drowning, my lung function is less than 60% and it's dropping every day. I'm completely serious, i am starting oxygen therapy and hopefully symptoms will improve enough so i can rot for another year in misery without feeling like somebody is choking me. Getting diagnosed was hard because my symptoms were put down to anxiety by my parents gp & the hospital. I had to pay to see a specialist who did a bunch of tests. This has amplified my anger towards my parents x 100000. They show no sympathy and they still harass me/ignore me when i'm in need of help. I feel like dropping a heavy rock on their heads while they sleep, this is 100% their fault. My life is well and truly over at 21 because of my parents. This is a horrible way to die, i hate them so fucking much i have no idea what to do. please no stupid comments, this is a completely serious thread. i posted on copd forums but they told me to man up, i don't need to take that from a bunch of retarded smokers who were aware of the risks but still smoked a pack a day for decades. I'm on death row & the method of execution is gradual suffocation over the course of a year. I am so fucking angry i have no idea what to do, my chest hurts so fucking much and not a single person gives a fuck.