
Lv99_BixNood
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I've done a lot of praying, trying to work through my anxiety but it always comes back. I browsed Reddit a bit and seen Christians who really wanted to get married but are 30-40 and I really don't want that for myself. I hate the idea of waking up alone, working alone, returning home to no one and sleeping alone. It's the fact that its not guaranteed is making it worse. I can dream this beautiful dream but if its not God's will for me to get married, it won't happen no matter how much I want it.
It's even more frustrating when I see other guys just enter and leave relationships like its a shoe. One of the guys in my small group recently broke up with his SO and two weeks later another girl showed interest in him. One of my friends from high school can't be happy without a relationship and he's messed up big time with premarital sex and still gets someone. It's been really frustrating.
Imagine being an incel in a Christian tradcuck school