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People generally just think I'm goofy, and don't like me. For example, I'm that person you can talk to at school or work, but once it goes outside from there, then bye, you never bother to talk to me again, hang out with me again, or any of that. And this is when I was a very talkative bluepilled guy. I had "friends" for almost 10 years, but in the end they just used me to make fun of me any chance they had, use me as the center of the joke all the time, and just all around mess with me for no real reason other than my face is the reason they do/did.
It's the same reason why if I let my guard down too much by being all goofy, funny, or whatever, then again, I have people just being complete assholes to me, and then tell me to stop being so sensitive. Every time I drop my guard down I always have people making fun of me, or using me as a joke. Always. I have to literally be stone cold riddled with no emotions for no one to bother me. The problem with that is then I have people asking me why I'm so grumpy at work, or at school, or whatever bullshit. It's a no win situation.
People just really don't like me. I'm a forgettable person. I am literally invisible. When I was bluepilled I cannot tell you guys how many blackpills I noticed now. Even though how "funny" and "talkative" I was with people back then:
-No one wanted to hang out with me
-I was still the center of all jokes
-Some people still made fun of me
-Women still had zero interest in me whatsoever.
-People still loved and they still do love making fun of my deep voice
-No one ever gives me their number, and if they do, god forbid that goes more than a month. Everyone ghosts me eventually, including guys. I don't get rejected by just women. I get rejected by society.
I'm destined to be alone. Even on this forum. I'm invisible. Think about it. When you guys remember people from r/incels, my name never popped up, even though I post suicide tier blackpills back then. It's literally fucking insane to think about how I'm even invisible on a fucking incel forum. Life truly is cruel. I'm not even on the tadpole for incels, let alone the rest of society. That is how you know you are the most forgettable invisible waste of human life. There is no hope.
It's the same reason why if I let my guard down too much by being all goofy, funny, or whatever, then again, I have people just being complete assholes to me, and then tell me to stop being so sensitive. Every time I drop my guard down I always have people making fun of me, or using me as a joke. Always. I have to literally be stone cold riddled with no emotions for no one to bother me. The problem with that is then I have people asking me why I'm so grumpy at work, or at school, or whatever bullshit. It's a no win situation.
People just really don't like me. I'm a forgettable person. I am literally invisible. When I was bluepilled I cannot tell you guys how many blackpills I noticed now. Even though how "funny" and "talkative" I was with people back then:
-No one wanted to hang out with me
-I was still the center of all jokes
-Some people still made fun of me
-Women still had zero interest in me whatsoever.
-People still loved and they still do love making fun of my deep voice
-No one ever gives me their number, and if they do, god forbid that goes more than a month. Everyone ghosts me eventually, including guys. I don't get rejected by just women. I get rejected by society.
I'm destined to be alone. Even on this forum. I'm invisible. Think about it. When you guys remember people from r/incels, my name never popped up, even though I post suicide tier blackpills back then. It's literally fucking insane to think about how I'm even invisible on a fucking incel forum. Life truly is cruel. I'm not even on the tadpole for incels, let alone the rest of society. That is how you know you are the most forgettable invisible waste of human life. There is no hope.
