depressioncels, if you could ascend with a virgin stacy and marry her right now, would you?

[fullofchagrin]

i don't think i would. the suffering that depression puts me through is much much more painful than the pain i feel from loneliness. i don't have high libido so that's not even a factor. i was very lonely when i was younger, but for some years now the depression is so bad that it almost completely numbs the loneliness.

i think being in a relationship would probably be worse for me. it would make my stress and anxiety worse, and i would still be living with my parents. or i would have to move in with her and ldar while she takes care of me (which of course can't happen, just talking hypothetically), but even then, i don't know what i would do with her. i am too depressed to go outside and do things, i don't enjoy watching movies, i don't really have much libido so i wouldn't want to have sex very often, and i have aphasia so talking is tiresome for me, and it's not like i would have anything to talk about with her anyway. cuddling with a cute girl sounds really nice though.

i have a few days a month when the depression is a little less bad so then the loneliness kicks in and i feel extremely depressed, i would probably push the button when i'm like that to get a girlfriend and regret it a few days later when the depression is back worse, 95% of the time it's like worrying about a broken finger while being skinned or boiled alive.


i would do everything to be able go back in time to when i was 12-13 and get a girlfriend then though. i was extremely lonely back then, and i'm almost sure that if i got a girlfriend back then my depression never would have become so irrepairably bad.

a female friend though (or really any friends, gender doesn't even matter) would be great because i wouldn't have any responsibilities to them, and could just chat with them whenever

 

[LUCK]

Why would I not? That's a solution to my loneliness at the very least

 

[fullofchagrin]

when i see polls like ''you can ascend but you have to kill everyone on .is would you do it'' i answer hypothetically if my depression wasn't so bad and i had a job

 

[fullofchagrin]

Why would I not? That's a solution to my loneliness at the very least

for me, it's like drinking alcohol while dying of thirst, it may relieve the thirst ever so slightly, but you are going to feel a lot worse after drinking it

maybe not a perfect analogy but i don't know how to explain it better

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

u need to give me some insurance. will she leave me if I don't meet her standards in time? is she brainwashed to love me forever? will she be bitchy and demanding? is she ok with being neglected and mainly used for sex? will she insist on having children?

 

[antisocialcel]

I feel no longer a normal human being, I suffered so much from social isolation that I'm some sort of animal now.

 

[ManOfVengeance]

No fuck women.

 

[PersonalityChad]

Yes

 

[fullofchagrin]

u need to give me some insurance. will she leave me if I don't meet her standards in time? is she brainwashed to love me forever? will she be bitchy and demanding? is she ok with being neglected and mainly used for sex? will she insist on having children?

look at it from a bluepilled pov, she will love you and support you best she can, but if you treat her badly she will leave

 

[PolskiKartofel]

What a kind of question is that?

 

[fullofchagrin]

I feel no longer a normal human being, I suffered so much from social isolation that I'm some sort of animal now.

like a robot, yes, me too, it's like parts of my brain that are responsible for specific emotions are gone or working less, loneliness, sadness, love, pleasure, i feel it 99% less intensely than a normal person

 

[fullofchagrin]

What a kind of question is that?

read the post

 

[PolskiKartofel]

read the post

I read but (un)fortunately I still think people in relationships (mainly w*men) have much higher chances of curing depression, they usually get some help, rarely being further destructed

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

look at it from a bluepilled pov, she will love you and support you best she can, but if you treat her badly she will leave

then fuck no. treat badly could mean anything from not being rich enough to not looking as good as her coworker. im not setting myself up for a divorce.

 

[fullofchagrin]

I read but (un)fortunately I still think people in relationships (mainly w*men) have much higher chances of curing depression, they usually get some help, rarely being further destructed

my depression is too bad, it can't be treated (depression can't be cured anyway, that's a scientific fact, but it can be treated for some). when i was 12-13, maybe even up until 15, a girlfriend could definitely have fixed me, well not ''fixed'' but definitely helped with the depression and prevented it from becoming worse, now it is impossible

 

[LUCK]

for me, it's like drinking alcohol while dying of thirst, it may relieve the thirst ever so slightly, but you are going to feel a lot worse after drinking it

maybe not a perfect analogy but i don't know how to explain it better

look at it from a bluepilled pov, she will love you and support you best she can, but if you treat her badly she will leave

Dude this is literally the best scenario ever

I haven't felt loved since I was a baby

 

[fullofchagrin]

then fuck no. treat badly could mean anything from not being rich enough to not looking as good as her coworker. im not setting myself up for a divorce.

treat badly = abuse her, either phsyically or mentally by gaslighting or something. take your mind away from the blackpill for a second, it is over for us already, we are just talking hypothetically

 

[reveries]

You probably underestimate the amount of happiness a loving stacy would bring you, do you? Maybe the Reddit gaslighting of "oh relationships won't do it you gotta fix your life first" got to you, but then we see normies saying their relationship made them extremely happy and solved half or more of their problems including mental ones yeah.

 

[fullofchagrin]

Dude this is literally the best scenario ever

the alcohol or the bluepilled dream gf?

I haven't felt loved since I was a baby

 

[PolskiKartofel]

my depression is too bad, it can't be treated (depression can't be cured anyway, that's a scientific fact, but it can be treated for some). when i was 12-13, maybe even up until 15, a girlfriend could definitely have fixed me, well not ''fixed'' but definitely helped with the depression and prevented it from becoming worse, now it is impossible

I wouldn't be fixed too, too much brain or mental damages, but I'm taking jewpills and it can me kinda numb for bad days and sights

I wanted to go for electroconvulsive treatment but I was told it's for the deepest cases

 

[fullofchagrin]

You probably underestimate the amount of happiness a loving stacy would bring you, do you? Maybe the Reddit gaslighting of "oh relationships won't do it you gotta fix your life first", but then we see normies saying their relationship made them extremely happy and solved half or more of their problems including mental ones yeah.

no, the gaslighting you speak of would apply to younger me who was mostly depressed because of loneliness. a girlfriend definitely could have saved me back then. but now, my brain is irrepairably damaged from depression. there is a point of no return with depression that people don't talk about.

 

[JKlancecaster069]

I would.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

treat badly = abuse her, either phsyically or mentally by gaslighting or something. take your mind away from the blackpill for a second, it is over for us already, we are just talking hypothetically

does neglect count? as in I provide for her but couldn't care less about dates or talking to her much?

 

[fullofchagrin]

I wouldn't be fixed too, too much brain or mental damages, but I'm taking jewpills and it can me kinda numb for bad days and sights

i took different kinds of jewpills for some time, literally none of them had ANY effect on me (besides side effects like insomnia)

I wanted to go for electroconvulsive treatment but I was told it's for the deepest cases

i also wanted to do ect, but they didn't let me, fucking retarded ass psychologists telling me that it'll cause memory loss meanwhile i have memory loss already both from depression and literal fucking brain damage from a failed suicide attempt, how much worse could the depression possibly get for it to warrant ECT.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

treat badly = abuse her, either phsyically or mentally by gaslighting or something. take your mind away from the blackpill for a second, it is over for us already, we are just talking hypothetically

does neglect count? as in I provide for her but couldn't care less about dates or talking to her much?

 

[tulasdanslos]

does neglect count? as in I provide for her but couldn't care less about dates or talking to her much?

Blud asking for the color of her panties next skull

 

[fullofchagrin]

does neglect count? as in I provide for her but couldn't care less about dates or talking to her much?

BZZZZT, too many questions, offer revoked


i mean if she provided for you and you had to do nothing for her and could choose when you wanted to talk to her and when to be alone then i would take it, anyone would, there would be no downsides. but you also have some responsibility, and i (literally) can't deal with that, she would eventually leave me, and the stress while i was with her would make my depression and anxiety worse

Blud asking for the color of her panties next skull

kek

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

Blud asking for the color of her panties next skull

offer is worthless if divorce grape is on the table.

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

BZZZZT, too many questions, offer revoked

i mean if she provided for you and you had to do nothing for her and could choose when you wanted to talk to her and when to be alone then i would take it, anyone would, there would be no downsides. but you also have some responsibility, and i (literally) can't deal with that, she would eventually leave me, and the stress while i was with her would make my depression and anxiety worse

the average responsible normie wont be able to keep her satisfied that's why ur post is ambiguous.

 

[fullofchagrin]

the average responsible normie wont be able to keep her satisfied that's why ur post is ambiguous.

well i said it's the bluepilled normie's imagination of a woman, set aside the blackpill

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

well i said it's the bluepilled normie's imagination of a woman, set aside the blackpill

so I suppose this post is basically an "are you NT" poll? bluepillers unironically see non-NT behaviors as a result of a bad personality. I could LARP as NT (that's what I do at work) but doing so at home to keep the wife happy and not get divorce graped would make me die of exhaustion.
final answer: NO.

 

[fullofchagrin]

so I suppose this post is basically an "are you NT" poll? bluepillers unironically see non-NT behaviors as a result of a bad personality. I could LARP as NT (that's what I do at work) but doing so at home to keep the wife happy and not get divorce graped would make me die of exhaustion.
final answer: NO.

no it isn't

if you have a job, then that means you would probably easily be able to handle having a girlfriend, i don't want to answer for you but i don't think you really understood the point of my question

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

if you have a job, then that means you would probably easily be able to handle having a girlfriend

an idealized gf sure. u listed a hypothetical wife without her specs I could only understand so much. pretty sure most incels with half a brain wouldn't go near marriage.

 

[blackpillednigga]

as long as she actually loves me and is loyal then why not

 

[BurntIvoryKingcel]

as long as she actually loves me and is loyal then why not

the key deciding favor.