DominicanDancecel91
Billingual Incel completely invisible to women
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I'm having a difficult time processing Blackpill depression and trying to ascend to the Whitepill.
I've gotten so depressed lately that I've gotten to the point where I HATE waking up in the morning more than anything. Im a wagecuck slave as well so the morning it feels 20x more depressing. I feel like my life has no meaning, nobody cares about me, everybody hates me and wants me dead.
My favorite time of the day is at night or the time before I go to sleep. For some reason at night the final hours before I go to sleep that's when I feel the BEST in my life, I'm full of energy and at times even ecstatic. For some reason I feel like my truecel life is so fucking terrible I love being asleep more than being awake because when I dream I'm usually never depressed compared to the shit incel life I was forced to live.
Can anybody else relate to this?
I've gotten so depressed lately that I've gotten to the point where I HATE waking up in the morning more than anything. Im a wagecuck slave as well so the morning it feels 20x more depressing. I feel like my life has no meaning, nobody cares about me, everybody hates me and wants me dead.
My favorite time of the day is at night or the time before I go to sleep. For some reason at night the final hours before I go to sleep that's when I feel the BEST in my life, I'm full of energy and at times even ecstatic. For some reason I feel like my truecel life is so fucking terrible I love being asleep more than being awake because when I dream I'm usually never depressed compared to the shit incel life I was forced to live.
Can anybody else relate to this?