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There is nothing more ER inducing than having faggots telling you that you should be happy since some people have it worse than you. When you seen everybody growing up around you getting girlfriends and fucking and you could only swallow sadness like a broke kid dying of hunger in front of a bakery.. when you have to enter adulthood and a life of slavery without ever feeling the touch of a woman. .. you are being denied your fucking humanity and might as well get turned into a fucking jew soap. As a 25 old virgin i felt it in mys skin.. spastic... unbalanced mind and body... fucked up brain chemistry.. mental and physical scars all around... how are you supposed to connect with the world when the world reject you. You become a monster... its written on your face.. women can smell it
Who the fuck care about that it could be worse..it can always be worse .. if your ugly at least your not deformed.. if your deformed at least your not handicapped... if your handicapped at least your not dead.. if your dead at least you dont suffer.. this is a morbid and desperate way of thinking. All that matter is to pass the requirement level. I dont want to be the hottest guy in the world .. but i NEED to be at least a classic handsome attractive guy to have a shot at some kind of rewarding and worthy of living life. But i dont even have this. Im stuck in fucking limbo forever.. never gonna have any decent girl attracted to me and never gonna experience the thrill of quality sexual adventures and life. Travelling.. working.. social life.. all this become such a frustrating and depressing experience when you have to suppress all your desire for people of the opposite sex because they dont reciprocate cause you are ugly. Being an autist loner is only a symptom of being rejected all your life to a subordonate pathetic position. Girls are the fuel of a young man life and im out of gas forever.
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Who the fuck care about that it could be worse..it can always be worse .. if your ugly at least your not deformed.. if your deformed at least your not handicapped... if your handicapped at least your not dead.. if your dead at least you dont suffer.. this is a morbid and desperate way of thinking. All that matter is to pass the requirement level. I dont want to be the hottest guy in the world .. but i NEED to be at least a classic handsome attractive guy to have a shot at some kind of rewarding and worthy of living life. But i dont even have this. Im stuck in fucking limbo forever.. never gonna have any decent girl attracted to me and never gonna experience the thrill of quality sexual adventures and life. Travelling.. working.. social life.. all this become such a frustrating and depressing experience when you have to suppress all your desire for people of the opposite sex because they dont reciprocate cause you are ugly. Being an autist loner is only a symptom of being rejected all your life to a subordonate pathetic position. Girls are the fuel of a young man life and im out of gas forever.
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