OutcastedOutcast
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You life is littered with road blocks and intimidating obstacles that aim to destroy you.
Imagine being in a dark cave with no source of light to depend on , grabbing onto the sides of the walls . That is us, in our fight to survive each day of torment. We hustle and do what we can to maintain our sanity in a world that wants to break our minds and spirit . Our attempts to live another day are literally a shot in the dark. You never know for sure when tomorrow is just 'too much' for you to handle. Your potential 'last straw' after all the YEARS of abuse normies have inflicted on you mentally and even physically.
We got only one life and we already fucked it all up by being cursed with being ugly.
Don't even try , don't even bother.
You can try but you'll just disappoint yourself.
Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result. Showing your ugly face but trying to dress different or act different ain't going to cut it including even losing weight or packing on muscle.
While you workout in the gym to improve your body's aesthetics and decrease your bodyfat percentage , Chad can be overweight and is still pulling foids left and right on a daily basis.
While you study hard everyday living a hermit life in university to get a degree with no social life , normies are busy partying the night away on the weekends.
You will always be put at a disadvantage because you are destined to be.
No one wants us to succeed.
When you needed help in something and you asked for help , did normies help you like how they helped other normies?
When you approached normies to befriend and tried to break out of your 'shell' did they smile and warmly welcome you?
When you were told its 'your fault' and that you needed to 'take ownership' when you opened up to family or a professional?
When you studied meticulously for school thinking it meant being respected?
When you see normies laughing and enjoying each other's company while you sit alone on the side?
When no one wanted to sit next to you when it was time to be grouped up?
When normies' faces turned into a sour death stare when they saw your face?
When you are scapegoated and blamed for anything and everything because your a punching bag for normies?
When you were constantly verbally mocked in public only to be tortured with nightmares from the hate you've received all your life?
When you constantly got height mogged by everyone in public seemingly?
When you have your boundaries constantly intruded and breached by normies?
When you see normies making out while touching each other sexually in public?
When you know you have to wake up to wageslave early in the morning only to be greeted with rude stares the moment you step foot outside?
When you try to escape this forum and leave it as your past only to come back after being mistreated like a subhuman?
When you tried changing your personality thinking it was what normies 'cared' about?
When you tried to style your hair and clothing style , even forking hard earned money to buy trendy clothing while Chad wears whatever he wants and still slays?
How can you cope? How can you tell yourself everything is going to be ok? How can you look yourself in the mirror and convince yourself that you have any control of this horrible destiny of yours? You are a ship heading into a whirlpool. You are going to be torn violently apart as the 'ship' you are by a society that wants you dead.
Your death will be a celebration for your bullies. No funeral will be set up for you . No grandchildren to remember you. No comforting family vacations . When you look at your 'photo book' of the past as an elderly you'll only feel an immense weight of despair on your shoulders knowing that nothing has changed and you are indeed even more alone with your parents passing on. Your tears don't matter . No one cares , even on this forum its a dog eat dog world here as well. We are not special. Our lives have no significance. Whether we die today or tomorrow , it doesn't matter. I don't matter , you don't matter . We are beyond saving . God help us if there even is one in this sick cruel joke of a life we have.
You cannot do anything about it. Helplessly.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N4Wfso76Lzc
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