I am not even bad looking but those toxic shits make me daydream about unrealistic standards for myself that makes me want to rope before the first step, it is like a brake to me
Lost too much time with this as 8 hours of music a day sided, it is time to stop
Yes, it has such a negative side but it is a good copium.
I ascended quite a lot from subhuman to HTN minimum, but my particularities as my non existent social circle status sided with this absurd biai of social media constant comparison made it impossible to be even remotely happy to go out
Have you had any plastic surgery?
I have severe mental comorbidities, with extreme lack of positive reinforcement resulting in total emotional numbness and apathy as a consequence maybe, some girls in my subhuman past even told me i was a psychopath before ascension, i experienced college bullying 3 years and also for my first work experience and have rotten for 8 years in total social isolation, I am now 31 yo and 10 yo to catch up on life ahead of me
2 surgeries as BSSO saggital cut split and miniwing genioplasty with bone graft
are you khhv?
Yes, if i show u myself u d tell me i am larping cause of the halo, never had sex with consent period
Do you know your chin-philtrum ratio?
Never measured it but my chin is definitely ogre and my philtrum is a failo so i need beard, my face is 21 cm long from chin to NW1 hairline too, luckily the FWHR could be worse but i have insane bloating genetics too
Greycel, I...I have bad news.
My clarity will definitely improve, when i go out i feel like a monster, already existing ADHD but with amplified mental fog due to social media exposure constantly thinking about my looks feedback as a consequence, when u are talking with me it is like u are interacting with an alzeihmer patient cause sometimes i dont even have the focus the listen fully or forget conversations topics in the meantime
Even if it could be less, still judging by my Facebook friendlist and observations it is clear than my current looks are not holding me back a LTR
My mandibular region was advanced to fit a perfect teeth occlusion, the chin was also advanced with a bone graft to fill the gap, now only my ramus is still lacking a bit but IVRO surgery is a no go cause i dont want braces again period, maybe fillers we ll see when i get lean enough
If your look aren't holding you back then...what are you doing here?
Extremely autistic, i look out of place everywhere in my mannerisms and body language screaming insecurities and awkwardness, I was also a legit subhuman in the past and still virgin
cope or fakecel
"My looks aren't holding me back"
I cant link u my transformation sadly
But my looks dont stand out as much to compensate my actual behavior
That doesn't work that way. I don't know how giga retarded you would be to have your behaviour hold you back if you claim to be HtN. Do you forcibly stay in your house all day and make animal noises when talking to people?
I stay in my house all day since I live with my parents with no job and no social circle in a lost area, so I am the definition of a loser that needs to catch up on life at 31 yo and ashamed of it, call that a social suicide after giving up
Tinder? Any social media in existence? In the age of internet you can find social connections easier than ever if you have credentials (looks). If you're good looking like you claim people will want to hang out with you if you reach out to enough of them.
Launched Tinder when i was subhuman, i was traumatized with plenty of bad blackpill experiences moments during the first date, i was frauding my pictures hard then, now i look better IRL than on pictures i hope
Then just launch it again now that you're looksmaxxed???
Scared to acknowledge that i would not be enough again as projecting and apprehending aswell plenty of awkward moments concerning my actual situation and lifestyle background, as i dont like to lie, also i dont handle rejection quite well, next year i will participate to cooking courses with plenty of women hoping i ll be leanmaxxed to the core until then, we ll see bro
Kinda relatable tbh, sometimes I wish I didn't do any of the redpill coping just so I could keep deluluing myself into thinking "oh, I'm handsome but I just didn't do enough"
Chubby looks is a death sentence sadly, even if i look masculine cute, i cant compete with chiseled NT pics tanned Chads with IG social proof two swipes away in my current state i think
