SuicideFuel Delayed adolescence

[Deleted member 5089]

I'm 27 year old guy. When I was 15, I was not interested in drinking, smoking, doing drugs, going to parties, girls etc. I jerked off to porn and had celebrity crushes, but I didn't feel the need to do any of those things I mentioned above. I was content to live in my own little sheltered world, I didn't even think about teenage rebellion and being impulsive and carefree. Physically, I was going through typical stages of puberty, but mentally, I was still a kid in many ways.

And years passed... now, I'm 27, but it hit me like a cannonball. It started when I was 25. All those things I missed out on, all those things that didn't matter then, started mattering now. I wanted to do stupid shit, go with friends and have fun, smoke, do drugs, drink etc, but there was nobody I could do it with. People my age were already getting married and getting jobs, many even had children. I never wanted that... also, how to hang out with teens at this age? And here I am, a 27-year old mental teenager who daydreams about teenage fun and craves all those sweet little things I never had.

What is wrong with me? Is there such thing as delayed adolescence?

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Im 23 and love drinking and partying. I have no friends. Come hang out with me

 

[Mewcel]

Story of my life tbh ngl

 

[Mainländer]

It's called transageism.

 

[LastGerman]

When I was 15, I was not interested in drinking, smoking, doing drugs, going to parties, girls etc. I jerked off to porn and had celebrity crushes, but I didn't feel the need to do any of those things I mentioned above. I was content to live in my own little sheltered world, I didn't even think about teenage rebellion and being impulsive and carefree. Physically, I was going through typical stages of puberty, but mentally, I was still a kid in many ways.

You are just like me. Now 9 years later, I still do the same stuff just like back then. Reading conspiracy theories, doing some historical revisionism, stuff like that. The only thing I added is going to the gym. Man, what am I doing... I will become the next ubermensch for sure.

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

what? go to thailand or something extro fag

 

[LastGerman]

Im 23 and love drinking and partying. I have no friends.

Going alone to parties? Crash it.

 

[OverIt]

Dunno if delayed adolescence is a thing, but I like drinking, partying *by myself half the time* and smoking. But theres really no one around to hang with around where I live.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Going alone to parties? Crush it.

I dont go to parties tbh i would if i knew peoqle tho

 

[Father_Gascoigne]

drinking, smoking, doing drugs, going to parties, girls etc.

only the last item matters

 

[Unzöl]

Same here tbh

 

[Insomniac]

I dont go to parties tbh i would if i knew peoqle tho

I went to a couple parties with my brother. It’s not worth it..

Maybe you’re low inhib though. I’m autistic and high inhib af.

 

[LastGerman]

I dont go to parties tbh i would if i knew peoqle tho

You can go to a party with the intention to crash it.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

I went to a couple parties with my brother. It’s not worth it..

Maybe you’re low inhib though. I’m autistic and high inhib af.

Im aspergers but low inhib. Ive been to 2 parties in my life. Both times i got HIGH AND DRUNK OFF MY ASS

You can go to a party with the intention to crash it.

Idk how to find one

 

[LastGerman]

I went to a couple parties with my brother. It’s not worth it..

Waste of money right? Men have to pay entry, while females can go in for free and as usual there are more men than females. All females are there with company as well. Also there is no high protein food. So it is kind of useless. Just go to a party and crash it.

 

[Insomniac]

Just go to a party and crash it.

Go paddock

 

[Deleted member 5861]

You should identify as a 15 year old, and if they don't accept you, sue them and gain liberal acceptance. Take advantage of political correctness boyo, this guy is doing it https://www.bbc.com/news/world-europe-46133262

 

[LastGerman]

Idk how to find one

Now imagine how the Nazis found 6 Million jews. It is clearly not possible...

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Now imagine how the Nazis found 6 Million jews. It is clearly not possible...

How to spot a jew.....

 

[LastGerman]

How to spot a jew.....

But how do you spot a party?

 

[Deleted member 1410]

I went to a couple parties with my brother. It’s not worth it..

Maybe you’re low inhib though. I’m autistic and high inhib af.

I'm very low inhib...ENTP-T

it gets me in loads of trouble more than I'd like it to.

 

[Swiswis]

that's why some men marry women 10-15 years younger

 

[The End]

Damn man, I am right there with you. When I was about 29 years old I had some kind of mid-life crisis I guess, it hit me I had missed-out/wasted the prime years of my life. Since then I've felt stuck as an elderly adolescent.

We can't go back in time, so we will simply have to live with regret until we die. This type of bitter longing has never left me. When I see teenagers I get a mix of terrible feelings. I'm an old 36 year old man, but I feel like a teenager still waiting to gain independence, act reckless, have first love, etc, etc.