Don't you sometimes just want do die but you can't just pull the trigger because of pride?
I wish a war would break out soon so I can get a good death.
I wish a war would break out soon so I can get a good death.
I’m quite prideful and I think highly of myself, despite being an incel. If I’m gonna die I want it to be atleast on recording or something. I don’t want to be a nobody that everyone forgot about. At the very least I’d livestream it to you guys and become an internet thing. “Go Bummer drummer!” “Oh Greycel, you never heard about bummer drummer? The guy who _______”
No, if I wanted to die, I'd kill myself. Stop coping with pride, you don't really wanna kill yourself.
Dying a glorious warrior death with my sword in my hand is probably the best way to go out, sadly we don't live in that era anymore.
I'm somewhat like that myself. But I don't feel like wanting the world to know that I've died. I want to be just an another casuality but not for something vain.
I remember having these odd dreams when I was just a little kid. I believe I was only like 3 or maybe 4 years old. The dreams consisted of soldiers marching, their footsteps were so loud that they would wake me up every time and they would still ring into my ears for a little while even when I was awake. I believe in reincarnation so I think I died in a fight in my previous life which explains a lot of things about me.
That's what I was saying.
I kinda wanna stick around. Even though I'm black pilled, I still hope things get better. 
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