Hate_my_life
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This thread basically just destroyed the lack of motivation I had: https://incels.is/threads/jeremy-meeks-got-a-movie-role.196066/
Long rant thread. (TLDR AT BOTTOM FOR LAZY CELS
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JEREMY MEEKS STORY (RELEVANT LATER):
Jeremy Ray Meeks (born February 7, 1984)[1] is an American fashion model. A former member of the Crips and a convicted felon, Meeks first came to prominence after his arrest in 2014 during a gang sweep called Operation Ceasefire in Stockton, California,[2] after which police posted his mug shot on Facebook.
In 2002, Meeks was charged with robbery and corporal injury to a child. Meeks had violently assaulted a 16-year-old boy when he was 18.
His mugshot was popular on social media leading him to modeling contracts after he got out of prison.[8]
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So let me get this straight, before I begin Incase anyone on this forum doesn't know I'm a NIGGER/BLACK/UNCLE TOM/CRACKER/OREO (whatever you want to call me I don't give a fuck anymore).
I'm a British Black. Raised by 2 African parents.
Other ethnics may understand what I'm going on about but Ethnic parents place a huge importance on education, If you're ethnic you may have heard the following:
-Son I want nothing less than a grade B or grade A.
-We came here so you can have a better life not so you can fuck around.
-Work hard.
-There's no time to play.
-School comes first.
-You can't be playing outside or playing on your playstation, you must do school work.
WORK. WORK. WORK.
To these fucking idiots, they believe your entire life should consist of work (And don't get me wrong when I go back home I'm going to say things I'll probably regret to my parents but I don't GIVE A FUCK anymore).
Why is this relevant?
All my entire life I worked. The only time I'd have "fun" is when my parents weren't in the house or when they were too tired to beat me for having fun. I always envied my white friends who'd have so much fun and their parents wouldn't force them to work every second of the day. I remember one time, my dad made me work from 9am to 5pm on a Saturday weekend (with a 30 minute lunch break) just doing maths. Then they claim to love me?
Fair to say I didn't have a childhood and I will never forgive my parents for it no matter how much they think they were doing it in a "loving" manner.
Whenever I did something wrong at school or in the house. I was getting beaten. This was the type of beating that would actually make you thank God if they grounded you because they'd beat you til you cried blood then beat you even more because you're crying so being grounded without food for the day was VERY generous.
I'm not going to write my entire life story because it would just consist of every possible way my parents would beat me, but another thing Ethnic parents do if they're not beating you is giving you a long winded story about a short point tying it to school in every possible way.
E.g. Son, Work hard in school. School first. Don't play games. Don't join your friends having fun or join gangs/wrong company. Stay alone it's safer that way.
Que Jeremey meeks.
He is the living emodiment of what my parents did not want me to turn into, I'd have probably been disowned at 18 if I had done what he did.
Meanwhile:
This guy would have appeared to have "messed up his life" at 18 by violenting assaulting a 16 year old kid.
I remember the words my mom gave me when I was 18: "You're a man now, do anything stupid: you'll be sentenced as a man."
My entire life I've had to deal with Bullying, hate, abuse and inspite of that I've never once lashed out at anyone. The closest "crime" I've committed was stealing a sweet from the 'Pick and mix' when I was 7.
Meanwhile compare my life to his:
-He was inundated with women wanting to bail him from prison.
-I was inundanted with women expressing their hatred towards me.
-He married a model straight out of prison.
-I'll end up marrying the barrel of a .45 when I get the balls to do the inevitable.
-His Genes allowed him to land a modelling gig despite his past.
-My genes have made it impossible for me to pursue any sports (I was very good at soccer but have a cond.) despite being good at them (alongside unsupportive parents who only saw working 24/7 as the gateway to happiness).
-He had foids fantasising that he'd rape them.
-Foids that I've had crushes on have taken pleasure in my abuse and one even randomly sent me clips of them making out with their bf.
-He's currently doing a movie role quite literally being himself.
-I'm doing a fucking STEM degree wanting to die every day.
-He's earning so much money he doesn't even know what to do with it.
-I'm going to probably end up in a state of poverty: can't even pursue my dreams.
-His living a life: happy.
-I wake up every day annoyed that I didn't die in my sleep.
Meeks is earning 6 figures+ despite supposedly "ruining his life" (in my parents' eyes) whilst I'll be lucky to land a job earning £20k. There's holes who spent their entire teenage years fucking around and having fun and now have made an only fans and earn money people would dream of attaining YET YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE HARD WORK PAYS OFF?
This life is a cruel joke. Looks pave the way for everything in your life and the sooner you recognize, more fragments of your mind will remain sane, it took the meekspill for me to realise the magnitude of that.
Tldr:
-OP has ethnic parents.
-OP's ethnic parents constantly beat him and tell him not to ruin his life by joining gangs etc.
-OP's ethnic parents have constantly made him work.
-OP realises numerous people who HAVE GOOD GENES who've had their entire lives handed to them at their feet whilst OP has worked hard for a lifetime of longing to die.
-OP realises the true magnitude of the meekspill.
Long rant thread. (TLDR AT BOTTOM FOR LAZY CELS
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JEREMY MEEKS STORY (RELEVANT LATER):
Jeremy Ray Meeks (born February 7, 1984)[1] is an American fashion model. A former member of the Crips and a convicted felon, Meeks first came to prominence after his arrest in 2014 during a gang sweep called Operation Ceasefire in Stockton, California,[2] after which police posted his mug shot on Facebook.
In 2002, Meeks was charged with robbery and corporal injury to a child. Meeks had violently assaulted a 16-year-old boy when he was 18.
His mugshot was popular on social media leading him to modeling contracts after he got out of prison.[8]
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So let me get this straight, before I begin Incase anyone on this forum doesn't know I'm a NIGGER/BLACK/UNCLE TOM/CRACKER/OREO (whatever you want to call me I don't give a fuck anymore).
I'm a British Black. Raised by 2 African parents.
Other ethnics may understand what I'm going on about but Ethnic parents place a huge importance on education, If you're ethnic you may have heard the following:
-Son I want nothing less than a grade B or grade A.
-We came here so you can have a better life not so you can fuck around.
-Work hard.
-There's no time to play.
-School comes first.
-You can't be playing outside or playing on your playstation, you must do school work.
WORK. WORK. WORK.
To these fucking idiots, they believe your entire life should consist of work (And don't get me wrong when I go back home I'm going to say things I'll probably regret to my parents but I don't GIVE A FUCK anymore).
Why is this relevant?
All my entire life I worked. The only time I'd have "fun" is when my parents weren't in the house or when they were too tired to beat me for having fun. I always envied my white friends who'd have so much fun and their parents wouldn't force them to work every second of the day. I remember one time, my dad made me work from 9am to 5pm on a Saturday weekend (with a 30 minute lunch break) just doing maths. Then they claim to love me?
Fair to say I didn't have a childhood and I will never forgive my parents for it no matter how much they think they were doing it in a "loving" manner.
Whenever I did something wrong at school or in the house. I was getting beaten. This was the type of beating that would actually make you thank God if they grounded you because they'd beat you til you cried blood then beat you even more because you're crying so being grounded without food for the day was VERY generous.
I'm not going to write my entire life story because it would just consist of every possible way my parents would beat me, but another thing Ethnic parents do if they're not beating you is giving you a long winded story about a short point tying it to school in every possible way.
E.g. Son, Work hard in school. School first. Don't play games. Don't join your friends having fun or join gangs/wrong company. Stay alone it's safer that way.
Que Jeremey meeks.
He is the living emodiment of what my parents did not want me to turn into, I'd have probably been disowned at 18 if I had done what he did.
Meanwhile:
This guy would have appeared to have "messed up his life" at 18 by violenting assaulting a 16 year old kid.
I remember the words my mom gave me when I was 18: "You're a man now, do anything stupid: you'll be sentenced as a man."
My entire life I've had to deal with Bullying, hate, abuse and inspite of that I've never once lashed out at anyone. The closest "crime" I've committed was stealing a sweet from the 'Pick and mix' when I was 7.
Meanwhile compare my life to his:
-He was inundated with women wanting to bail him from prison.
-I was inundanted with women expressing their hatred towards me.
-He married a model straight out of prison.
-I'll end up marrying the barrel of a .45 when I get the balls to do the inevitable.
-His Genes allowed him to land a modelling gig despite his past.
-My genes have made it impossible for me to pursue any sports (I was very good at soccer but have a cond.) despite being good at them (alongside unsupportive parents who only saw working 24/7 as the gateway to happiness).
-He had foids fantasising that he'd rape them.
-Foids that I've had crushes on have taken pleasure in my abuse and one even randomly sent me clips of them making out with their bf.
-He's currently doing a movie role quite literally being himself.
-I'm doing a fucking STEM degree wanting to die every day.
-He's earning so much money he doesn't even know what to do with it.
-I'm going to probably end up in a state of poverty: can't even pursue my dreams.
-His living a life: happy.
-I wake up every day annoyed that I didn't die in my sleep.
Meeks is earning 6 figures+ despite supposedly "ruining his life" (in my parents' eyes) whilst I'll be lucky to land a job earning £20k. There's holes who spent their entire teenage years fucking around and having fun and now have made an only fans and earn money people would dream of attaining YET YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE HARD WORK PAYS OFF?
This life is a cruel joke. Looks pave the way for everything in your life and the sooner you recognize, more fragments of your mind will remain sane, it took the meekspill for me to realise the magnitude of that.
Tldr:
-OP has ethnic parents.
-OP's ethnic parents constantly beat him and tell him not to ruin his life by joining gangs etc.
-OP's ethnic parents have constantly made him work.
-OP realises numerous people who HAVE GOOD GENES who've had their entire lives handed to them at their feet whilst OP has worked hard for a lifetime of longing to die.
-OP realises the true magnitude of the meekspill.
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