"The exact reason why I quit YouTube. It’s just not worth it for the future of my life. I lost everything because of this channel and as a result, my family and friends will never talk to me again, I’ve been living out of my car for months now and have achieved a lot of great things alone by myself. I worked in construction for a bit and became a trucker recently and I’ve matured a lot and learned a lot, but to simply put it. I did what people told me I couldn’t ever achieve. I don’t care about making new relationships or talking to people because it’s just not worth the hassle and stress. I stay reserved and haven’t talked to anyone but co workers for months and even at that you have to keep it small talk. Never trust anyone, they will use anything you say against you. YouTube just isn’t worth it. Especially since I only did this to vent about my life and to help others cope and not for money. The best period of my life recently was when I didn’t use the internet for a few months in the winter and would go to the library to read books. I would work, go to the library, and pass out in the backseat of my car sounds depressing but it gave me some peace and clarity instead of doomscrolling and rotting my brain. I picked up some new hobbies and learned a lot. Don’t expect much from this channel at all or some great return. I will only use this channel for those stupid cartoon drawings because I find them fun sometimes. If I get my own apartment and a laptop I might consider making videos in the future, but the content will be different since I have learned a lot. You young guys starting college genuinely have no idea how good you have it. Don’t end up like me a 250lbs bald ginger. Also some people just don’t know when to quit the internet. Some people always asked why I never monetized or asked for donations despite being broke. To simply put it, Look at boogie2988, wingsofredemption, fousey, worldoftshirts the list goes on. All I ever wanted in life was a peacful and quiet life away from drama. I’m a non confrontational non violent person and I avoid drama like the plague. Also Every YouTuber always faces the potential to fall off, become a lolcow, have people make up shit about you, get hit with bs allegations etc the list goes on. It’s a shame people want to actually be internet famous and ruin their future instead of focusing on a career or trade. Sad. I have lots of wisdom to share of what I learned being homeless. So maybe you’ll see a video pop up here and there, but if you don’t hear from me for months thats pretty much it for me."
