Gr@v
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- Joined
- Jun 6, 2019
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Just saw someone post up some DMs and conversations they had with other females over a dating app (Tinder, I think?) with a chadfish profile and.. wow. I legit missed out, and still am probably going to miss out on such things due to how honest I want to be with myself and the people I'd interact with.
Is there no hope for a youngcel nowadays? I know in my first post I was cheerful and all, but I suppose that was an episode of my manic depression kicking in for a bit and giving me false hope for a clown existence like this one. I'm moving to the UK soon, and am quite frightened for how the sexual marketplace/dating scene there will look like. (arabcel/muslimcel here)
I'm just honestly not sure what to do, since my appearance and mannerisms contribute to me being a weirdo ass mfer, that and.. I've been watching incel-related things closely since a while ago, and found that they resonated with my thinking for a long time now. And, here I am. In this forum, hoping to make new friends or just.. fellow copers to make this pitiful existence slightly less miserable.
It's truly saddening how I won't feel that warmth and spark of joy people get when they get texted by their gfs, awoken by a flirty or playful message(s) which are directed to them exclusively. It really sucks how I won't feel such a thing anytime soon, and hardwork will barely get me anywhere. Absolute clown world tbh. I just feel like I've been born in one of the worst timelines; Born into one of the more feared religions of the world recently, ethnicity is seen as dangerous and whatnot, unholy and ugly sub 6 appearance, bad metabolism, bad genes, terrible "father" figure who taught me nothing about women or how they function.
Nothing can beat such a warmth of having a partner giving you their energy and love, with your motivation peaking upon knowing someone out there truly cares for you and wants your wellbeing, since you also care for them and desire that for them too. Nothing. Though, the abyss of loneliness rivals the wholesome feeling of butterflies in your stomach in terms of potency. Still.. ouch.
tl;dr version: saw chadfish profile get more DMs than I'd ever get from females, and feelsbadman.
Is there no hope for a youngcel nowadays? I know in my first post I was cheerful and all, but I suppose that was an episode of my manic depression kicking in for a bit and giving me false hope for a clown existence like this one. I'm moving to the UK soon, and am quite frightened for how the sexual marketplace/dating scene there will look like. (arabcel/muslimcel here)
I'm just honestly not sure what to do, since my appearance and mannerisms contribute to me being a weirdo ass mfer, that and.. I've been watching incel-related things closely since a while ago, and found that they resonated with my thinking for a long time now. And, here I am. In this forum, hoping to make new friends or just.. fellow copers to make this pitiful existence slightly less miserable.
It's truly saddening how I won't feel that warmth and spark of joy people get when they get texted by their gfs, awoken by a flirty or playful message(s) which are directed to them exclusively. It really sucks how I won't feel such a thing anytime soon, and hardwork will barely get me anywhere. Absolute clown world tbh. I just feel like I've been born in one of the worst timelines; Born into one of the more feared religions of the world recently, ethnicity is seen as dangerous and whatnot, unholy and ugly sub 6 appearance, bad metabolism, bad genes, terrible "father" figure who taught me nothing about women or how they function.
Nothing can beat such a warmth of having a partner giving you their energy and love, with your motivation peaking upon knowing someone out there truly cares for you and wants your wellbeing, since you also care for them and desire that for them too. Nothing. Though, the abyss of loneliness rivals the wholesome feeling of butterflies in your stomach in terms of potency. Still.. ouch.
tl;dr version: saw chadfish profile get more DMs than I'd ever get from females, and feelsbadman.