It’s almost 2 AM now. I’m wide awake and can’t stop obsessing about my body and height. How do you guys do it?
Every day when I head to bed I always think of how wasteful of a body I have. The person I am doesn’t represent how I look.
The left side of my chest is pushed back while my right side is pushed forward. My shoulders are less than finger length. My nose is still big after rhinoplasty. I’m 5’7 and 112lb and have olive colored skin. My body is a fucking waste and I can’t stop obsessing over it.
I have the motivation to do the weights at home since I have panic attacks when I go outside in crowds, but that motivation dies out when the next day comes that I was planning on working out. It’s truly over, and I can’t get implants since I’m underweight and can’t gain weight for shit.
Every day when I head to bed I always think of how wasteful of a body I have. The person I am doesn’t represent how I look.
The left side of my chest is pushed back while my right side is pushed forward. My shoulders are less than finger length. My nose is still big after rhinoplasty. I’m 5’7 and 112lb and have olive colored skin. My body is a fucking waste and I can’t stop obsessing over it.
I have the motivation to do the weights at home since I have panic attacks when I go outside in crowds, but that motivation dies out when the next day comes that I was planning on working out. It’s truly over, and I can’t get implants since I’m underweight and can’t gain weight for shit.
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