And all you pissers and moaners out there can miss me with that whole "cuck" and "fakecel" bullshit. I'm tired of feeling miserable and lonely all the time and I'm gonna KEEP ON TRYING to change that until I either succeed or die.
Nonetheless, this bitch is pushing it. Have made concerted efforts to at least try and pass for normie, which I feel I do a decent job of, and to be fair, it does make actual normies feel more comfortable and social around me, as I feel being more sociable does somewhat take the sting off of just being home alone all day and night when not working. Met someone a while back that is my idea of the total package : tall, white, good genes, trad wife material, over 30 and no kids (all very rare traits around here). Tried the normie approach of trying to be a friend and seeing if it could develop into something more, but in addition to this bitch being too much of a workaholic to ever have time for a nice dinner and movie date, she won't stop DATING BEHIND MY BACK LIKE A FUCKING DECEPTIVE WHORE !!! Four times, man, FOUR FUCKING TIMES ! WHAT THE FUCK, MAN !? IF YOU HATE ME SO DAMN MUCH, DON'T BE HALF ASS ABOUT IT AND JUST END MY FUCKING LIFE SO I WE CAN BOTH BE OUT OF OUR MISERY !! The only reason I know about this is because she randomly discloses it when I try to make small talk with her, and every time she pulls this shit, I feel myself being pushed closer and closer to the breaking point.
Thankfully things always fizzle with them in one way or another, though she remains vague on what that means. Still, it's the principle of the matter. Making time to go out with them, but always being too busy at work, the gym, the beach, or with family when asked out by someone who actually wants to treat her right. I'd like to think that their mistakes will give me something to capitalize off of, but then I suddenly remember how in my life time, 95% of women who have rejected me did so in favor of cheaters, abusers, sociopaths, and narcissists, and how most of the skanks in questions were pretty much in the 4 to 6 range (Onetis is maybe a 7 or 8).
Don't know how much more of this I can take. I never got to experience teenage romance, never got to experience hook ups or long term relationships, still don't know what it's like to go to bed with a woman and wake up with one next to you. All because of these dickhead sex havers who don't care about anyone or anything else besides sticking their dicks in women they clearly don't even wanna be with. I finally find someone who is the embodiment of everything I want and need in a woman, that others have insisted doesn't even exist in today's world, who I just wanna love and be loved by, and this is what i get in return. Feminist or traditionalist, ratchet or lady like, sluts or Christians, all fucking cunts who truly do know how to test a man's good nature. Maybe, for just once in my life time, I can just get one little tiny break and just get one little nice thing in my miserable and pathetic life for a change, because if I fail with her, I truly would consider it over for me...
Nonetheless, this bitch is pushing it. Have made concerted efforts to at least try and pass for normie, which I feel I do a decent job of, and to be fair, it does make actual normies feel more comfortable and social around me, as I feel being more sociable does somewhat take the sting off of just being home alone all day and night when not working. Met someone a while back that is my idea of the total package : tall, white, good genes, trad wife material, over 30 and no kids (all very rare traits around here). Tried the normie approach of trying to be a friend and seeing if it could develop into something more, but in addition to this bitch being too much of a workaholic to ever have time for a nice dinner and movie date, she won't stop DATING BEHIND MY BACK LIKE A FUCKING DECEPTIVE WHORE !!! Four times, man, FOUR FUCKING TIMES ! WHAT THE FUCK, MAN !? IF YOU HATE ME SO DAMN MUCH, DON'T BE HALF ASS ABOUT IT AND JUST END MY FUCKING LIFE SO I WE CAN BOTH BE OUT OF OUR MISERY !! The only reason I know about this is because she randomly discloses it when I try to make small talk with her, and every time she pulls this shit, I feel myself being pushed closer and closer to the breaking point.
Thankfully things always fizzle with them in one way or another, though she remains vague on what that means. Still, it's the principle of the matter. Making time to go out with them, but always being too busy at work, the gym, the beach, or with family when asked out by someone who actually wants to treat her right. I'd like to think that their mistakes will give me something to capitalize off of, but then I suddenly remember how in my life time, 95% of women who have rejected me did so in favor of cheaters, abusers, sociopaths, and narcissists, and how most of the skanks in questions were pretty much in the 4 to 6 range (Onetis is maybe a 7 or 8).
Don't know how much more of this I can take. I never got to experience teenage romance, never got to experience hook ups or long term relationships, still don't know what it's like to go to bed with a woman and wake up with one next to you. All because of these dickhead sex havers who don't care about anyone or anything else besides sticking their dicks in women they clearly don't even wanna be with. I finally find someone who is the embodiment of everything I want and need in a woman, that others have insisted doesn't even exist in today's world, who I just wanna love and be loved by, and this is what i get in return. Feminist or traditionalist, ratchet or lady like, sluts or Christians, all fucking cunts who truly do know how to test a man's good nature. Maybe, for just once in my life time, I can just get one little tiny break and just get one little nice thing in my miserable and pathetic life for a change, because if I fail with her, I truly would consider it over for me...
