Deleted member 8353
Former Hikikomori, Aimless Pleasure Seeker
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I generally dislike going to therapy, much of it is useless cope. Seriously why should I try to downplay, forget, or in any other way alter my memories of rejection and ostracism I've received since I was a child? What, so I can become better able to be productive to society despite being a lifelong outcast? FUCK THAT! Honestly one of the only things which keeps me going is watching the very people and society who did this to me ultimately fail, or discern how futile their own actions are.
A few years ago I remember hearing about a chadlite who bullied me for years as a kid dying in a car accident, that shit made my day, hell it made my month. Of course it was difficult to hide the feeling of immediate satisfaction I felt upon hearing of it, but still, why would I rob myself of this pleasure? Tbh I can't wait until each and every one of the pieces of shit discovers exactly how mortal they are, how their lives are really no less futile and pathetic than my own. JFL@ being a castrated drone, ensuring the relative happiness of people who have demonstrated time and time again exactly how much they despise me.
Seriously the FAcels and their cuck mentality of "maybe something will happen when you're 40" makes me feel a strange mixture of pity and disgust. I mean how could this possibly sound appealing to anyone? Why would I want a used up whore after decades of rejection, slaving away for luckier people, many of them being people who likely wouldn't want anything to do with me? Even attempting to imagine this scenario makes me feel like roping right now, I resent the very notion. How cucked can someone be?
A few years ago I remember hearing about a chadlite who bullied me for years as a kid dying in a car accident, that shit made my day, hell it made my month. Of course it was difficult to hide the feeling of immediate satisfaction I felt upon hearing of it, but still, why would I rob myself of this pleasure? Tbh I can't wait until each and every one of the pieces of shit discovers exactly how mortal they are, how their lives are really no less futile and pathetic than my own. JFL@ being a castrated drone, ensuring the relative happiness of people who have demonstrated time and time again exactly how much they despise me.
Seriously the FAcels and their cuck mentality of "maybe something will happen when you're 40" makes me feel a strange mixture of pity and disgust. I mean how could this possibly sound appealing to anyone? Why would I want a used up whore after decades of rejection, slaving away for luckier people, many of them being people who likely wouldn't want anything to do with me? Even attempting to imagine this scenario makes me feel like roping right now, I resent the very notion. How cucked can someone be?