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Venting Could you imagine a female genuinely loving you?

Anonymous MG

Anonymous MG

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Every day I sit in the cold and bleak space I have come all too familiar with fantasizing about what could've been. Ignoring the ideals instilled in me, ignoring all my spite and resentment, I'd sit back and imagine. Imagine that a female would one day find me on the streets, a female who understands and cares about me. A female that is deeply infatuated with me, that cares for me and my wellbeing, that will make me feel warm and safe on this trek through life.

A dependable and petite comrade who would share with me anything she could, that I could take her pain away for some instance. That I could hold her in a tight and soft embrace that we both enjoy. That she could bear happy and innocent offspring I could bring up to be righteous and with a sense of integrity, that I would cherish and care for into my later years. That I would lay amongst my loved ones in my deathbed in the end, rather than by myself limply from a rope.

Is it a crime to imagine such a concept playing out?

Am I a bad person for wanting to be happy?

Is it inherently wrong to have this selfish desire?

For the sake of my conscious, I answer no to all of these seemingly obvious questions only to repeatedly doubt myself.

I'm a weak and fragile human being like anyone else, can I please be treated as such?
 
currently no, id be repulsed for the female kissing my acne scars.

ever? anything could happen
 
Hahaha! Oh my god, you could create a woman from dust whose sole directive is to love me, and she would still hate my guts when she got to know me.

The only thing that's uglier than my appearance is my personality.
 
Could you imagine a female genuinely loving you?
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Nope. Every time i try to do it, my brain just doesn't know what to visualize and i get semi-anxious
Shit's fucked.
 
Yes bro
 
I am convinced that I am unlovable.
 
Anonymous MG said:
Every day I sit in the cold and bleak space I have come all too familiar with fantasizing about what could've been. Ignoring the ideals instilled in me, ignoring all my spite and resentment, I'd sit back and imagine. Imagine that a female would one day find me on the streets, a female who understands and cares about me. A female that is deeply infatuated with me, that cares for me and my wellbeing, that will make me feel warm and safe on this trek through life.

A dependable and petite comrade who would share with me anything she could, that I could take her pain away for some instance. That I could hold her in a tight and soft embrace that we both enjoy. That she could bear happy and innocent offspring I could bring up to be righteous and with a sense of integrity, that I would cherish and care for into my later years. That I would lay amongst my loved ones in my deathbed in the end, rather than by myself limply from a rope.

Is it a crime to imagine such a concept playing out?

Am I a bad person for wanting to be happy?

Is it inherently wrong to have this selfish desire?

For the sake of my conscious, I answer no to all of these seemingly obvious questions only to repeatedly doubt myself.

I'm a weak and fragile human being like anyone else, can I please be treated as such?
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It won't happen since women don't love men (even chads)
 
Ritalincel said:
try mdma
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acid is better tbh. I only tried mdma once but I remember it making me feel down.

cocksucker said:
try rope
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even if somehow a female loves me, the hard part is keeping her, and with my current deformities I can't imagine females genuinely loving me
 
Better chance of winning the Powerball tbh
 
tooth monster said:
Psychedelics won't help you. Their "mind and lersonality-altering" effects are way too fucking overrated.
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It’s helped me feel a bit better tbh. I would recommend.
 
Insomniac said:
It’s helped me feel a bit better tbh. I would recommend.
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Yeah, obviously. It's not gonna turn you into a confident Chad though. I've done my share of them.
 
females only have love for chad
 
Could a female like a fly covered turd? Its possible i guess
 
Inceldo said:
Could a female like a fly-covered turd? Its possible i guess
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There is, in fact, an online community of people who find excrement to be sexually arousing and it goes by the name of "scat". How do I know this? In my many hours of elusive porn searching you're bound to come across some weird shit, there's a fetish for vehicles and trees for gods sakes.
 
Anonymous MG said:
There is, in fact, an online community of people who find excrement to be sexually arousing and it goes by the name of "scat". How do I know this? In my many hours of elusive porn searching you're bound to come across some weird shit, there's a fetish for vehicles and trees for gods sakes.
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They only want chad scat
 
I can't imagine a female ever having any romantic/sexual interest in me. It's like fantasy or science fiction, it's completely impossible for me.
When I look at couples I simply can't understand how they got together. I don't even remember the last time I had a conversation with a female. It's crazy, they're like another species and I can't interact with them. I see them every day, I just can't talk to them or touch them.
 
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I don't see it happening.
 
Whenever I fantasize about being with a girl, I also have to fantasize about being someone else (a pretty boy or anime guy).

I'm so blackpilled I can't even daydream about a girl loving me for me.
 
Even if any of us got a gf, they would never do what you envisioned with us.

But I dream of doing the same.
Ryo_Hazuki said:
Whenever I fantasize about being with a girl, I also have to fantasize about being someone else (a pretty boy or anime guy).

I'm so blackpilled I can't even daydream about a girl loving me for me.
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First I'd have to imagine love genuinely existing :feelsthink:
 
There is no love bro lol
 
Ryo_Hazuki said:
Whenever I fantasize about being with a girl, I also have to fantasize about being someone else (a pretty boy or anime guy).

I'm so blackpilled I can't even daydream about a girl loving me for me.
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I do the exact same thing lmao, it is simply inconceivable for me.
 
That’s not in the cards for any truecel
 
Never
 
No. :feelscry:
 
anon said:
I can't imagine a female ever having any romantic/sexual interest in me. It's like fantasy or science fiction, it's completely impossible for me.
When I look at couples I simply can't understand how they got together. I don't even remember the last time I had a conversation with a female. It's crazy, they're like another species and I can't interact with them. I see them every day, I just can't talk to them or touch them.
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Maybe you can imagine yourself not with a girlfriend, but get up, go to a window, look outside and realize that what you need maybe isn't a girlfriend. What you need is to create a family. In order to build a family, you will need to expose yourself outside and have numerous interactions. Many couples got together by hanging out in their living-cycles.
Like, something that ocurred in your past made you feel that now you can't interact with others. This is a mental block that your minds creates in order to protect you from entering in Harmful situations. If you stop a while and rethink every situation that you could have related to a girl but you failed, maybe you can figure out that it was your mind that did it to you.
But in all the cases, talking is extremely part of every relatioship with a girl. You can't have anything with a girl unless you talk to them.
For you, i would recommend study in some hi-tech school and finding places where girls go to in order to be able to talk to them.
Talks can be something confusing and difficult, but this is the first step of every interaction with a girl.
 
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TheIncelArmy said:
Maybe you can imagine yourself not with a girlfriend, but get up, go to a window, look outside and realize that what you need maybe isn't a girlfriend. What you need is to create a family. In order to build a family, you will need to expose yourself outside and have numerous interactions. Many couples got together by hanging out in their living-cycles.
Like, something that ocurred in your past made you feel that now you can't interact with others. This is a mental block that your minds creates in order to protect you from entering in Harmful situations. If you stop a while and rethink every situation that you could have related to a girl but you failed, maybe you can figure out that it was your mind that did it to you.
But in all the cases, talking is extremely part of every relatioship with a girl. You can't have anything with a girl unless you talk to them.
For you, i would recommend study in some hi-tech school and finding places where girls go to in order to be able to talk to them.
Talks can be something confusing and difficult, but this is the first step of every interaction with a girl.
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I just can't. I'm not normal, I'm not like those people. I have nothing in common with anyone, especially women. I have autism on top of being sub5, I'm weird and people usually start avoiding me after a while because they can sense it.
Sometimes it's really that simple. Not everyone is meant to be a normal human. I can't do regular every day things. Something as simple as buying food is torture for me, for others it's nothing. They don't even think about it.

I can't imagine going through all the necessary steps to even have a chance at talking to a female one on one, let alone being in a relationship with one. It's crazy.

If you woke me up one day and told me to get ready quickly because I'm leaving for Mars, I'd sooner believe that than if you told me there's an interested woman waiting for me downstairs.
Something as simple and basic as intimate relationships and sex are like fictional concepts to me. I observe it all the time around me, but I still sometimes can't believe it's real. Just about everyone around me has had or is having sex and to me it's crazy. It's not just sex, it's physical romantic contact of any kind. I've never felt anything like that in my life.

It's such an integral and normal part of an average human's life and to me it's completely elusive.

And to all the guests reading my comment and going "well it's not all about sex" or "sex is not everything." You're completely right. Sex is something that just happens when you have a relationship with someone. It's not even on the forefront for me. If I really wanted to I could have sex tonight. I can find a hooker right now and fuck her in an hour. I haven't yet done that for a reason and I probably never will. I just don't care about it that much.
 
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anon said:
I just can't. I'm not normal, I'm not like those people. I have nothing in common with anyone, especially women. I have autism on top of being sub5, I'm weird and people usually start avoiding me after a while because they can sense it.
Sometimes it's really that simple. Not everyone is meant to be a normal human. I can't do regular every day things. Something as simple as buying food is torture for me, for others it's nothing. They don't even think about it.

I can't imagine going through all the necessary steps to even have a chance at talking to a female one on one, let alone being in a relationship with one. It's crazy.

If you woke me up one day and told me to get ready quickly because I'm leaving for Mars, I'd sooner believe that than if you told me there's an interested woman waiting for me downstairs.
Something as simple and basic as intimate relationships and sex are like fictional concepts to me. I observe it all the time around me, but I still sometimes can't believe it's real. Just about everyone around me has had or is having sex and to me it's crazy. It's not just sex, it's physical romantic contact of any kind. I've never felt anything like that in my life.

It's such an integral and normal part of an average human's life and to me it's completely elusive.

And to all the guests reading my comment and going "well it's not all about sex" or "sex is not everything." You're completely right. Sex is something that just happens when you have a relationship with someone. It's not even on the forefront for me. If I really wanted to I could have sex tonight. I can find a hooker right now and fuck her in an hour. I haven't yet done that for a reason and I probably never will. I just don't care about it that much.
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You're absolutely right when you say that you aren't normal. Because this is the REALITY. If you were normal, probably you would not be incel.
but you may think that you are weird, and thinking on that will make you a little more weird.
Where i'm aiming to reach?
Realize that things often changes, and personality can change as well.
But when you say that " Something as simple as buying food is torture for me, for others it's nothing", this is clearly signal that you have mild-to-severe ANXIETY.
Anxiety is a energy insides you that needs to be spent. In sports, or running, bicyling and so on.
Then, anxiety needs also medical treatment. Find a psychiatric doctor and get your treatment.
Because anxiety are giving you FEAR, and when you aren't confortable doing something, YOU WILL NEVER DO THAT THING, because your brain will tell to you that it is harmful to you. Like trying to approach a girl and talk to her.
First you need to start to fight your mind by saying to you everytime "i can"
"I CAN GO OUT TO THE BAKERY BUY SOME FOOD FOR ME"
"I CAN TALK WITH PEOPLE ON STREETS"
Second, you will need to expose yourself in other places and don't give a shit about how you will feel of if something that could shame you happens.
But third, in order to you change your personality, realizes that it is a every-day process and if you do it with a positive perspective, maybe you can start to talk with girls at least after 1-1/2 year.
Set achievable goals like "I will start to talk to strangers even if is just to ask for some advice on something"
Like "Hey bro, can you take a picture of me?"
But, if you really wants to change your personality with a great base of ideas for it, i will recommend for you start to watch the videos i will send in your PM box.
Believe-me bro. You can change it and have a normal life one day. Just don't give up. BE POSITIVE.
i can't send you pm, but i will highly recommend you to watch MercifulServant channel on youtube.
You will find the purpose of your needs brother!
 
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anon said:
I just can't. I'm not normal, I'm not like those people. I have nothing in common with anyone, especially women. I have autism on top of being sub5, I'm weird and people usually start avoiding me after a while because they can sense it.
Sometimes it's really that simple. Not everyone is meant to be a normal human. I can't do regular every day things. Something as simple as buying food is torture for me, for others it's nothing. They don't even think about it.

I can't imagine going through all the necessary steps to even have a chance at talking to a female one on one, let alone being in a relationship with one. It's crazy.

If you woke me up one day and told me to get ready quickly because I'm leaving for Mars, I'd sooner believe that than if you told me there's an interested woman waiting for me downstairs.
Something as simple and basic as intimate relationships and sex are like fictional concepts to me. I observe it all the time around me, but I still sometimes can't believe it's real. Just about everyone around me has had or is having sex and to me it's crazy. It's not just sex, it's physical romantic contact of any kind. I've never felt anything like that in my life.

It's such an integral and normal part of an average human's life and to me, it's completely elusive.

And to all the guests reading my comment and going "well it's not all about sex" or "sex is not everything." You're completely right. Sex is something that just happens when you have a relationship with someone. It's not even on the forefront for me. If I really wanted to I could have sex tonight. I can find a hooker right now and fuck her in an hour. I haven't yet done that for a reason and I probably never will. I just don't care about it that much.
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Normality is a rarity on this forum, an elusive concept we can't seem to wrap our heads around. And yes, being in a relationship to us is odd and the very concept of it seems more impossible than having the opportunity for interstellar travel. Your issue of being sub5 and autistic is a terrible handicap no man should be cursed with, almost all of us are stuck with some form of a hindrance when it comes to this concept. We don't all have some sort of motivation driving us toward our collective goal here, but I have hope that maybe you could find your motivation to do so. You acknowledge love and relationships aren't specifically tied with intercourse, your reasoning is probably not to be tampered with and I respect it all the same.

We're all going through this life, even I'm in fear of it. Perhaps, there is some way normies do it, maybe it's a natural occurrence for them. But, I'd just like to take my time to convince you that perhaps your inner hinderances are too influential of your actions, hold out hope with us as there's nothing more to truly lose in doing so.
 
I can’t imagine it just like I can’t imagine being respected or enjoying life, these are foreign concepts to me.
 
i can imagine myself with a 2d gf
 
I can't imagine a female having any genuine emotions whatsoever.
 
I can't imagine genuinely loving them either knowing their true nature.
 
Anonymous MG said:
Every day I sit in the cold and bleak space I have come all too familiar with fantasizing about what could've been. Ignoring the ideals instilled in me, ignoring all my spite and resentment, I'd sit back and imagine. Imagine that a female would one day find me on the streets, a female who understands and cares about me. A female that is deeply infatuated with me, that cares for me and my wellbeing, that will make me feel warm and safe on this trek through life.

A dependable and petite comrade who would share with me anything she could, that I could take her pain away for some instance. That I could hold her in a tight and soft embrace that we both enjoy. That she could bear happy and innocent offspring I could bring up to be righteous and with a sense of integrity, that I would cherish and care for into my later years. That I would lay amongst my loved ones in my deathbed in the end, rather than by myself limply from a rope.

Is it a crime to imagine such a concept playing out?

Am I a bad person for wanting to be happy?

Is it inherently wrong to have this selfish desire?

For the sake of my conscious, I answer no to all of these seemingly obvious questions only to repeatedly doubt myself.

I'm a weak and fragile human being like anyone else, can I please be treated as such?
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I can “imagine” it happening (fantasizing) but I know full well it will never happen.

Everyone wants this. Of course we’re not bad people for wanting to be happy, despite what the cucktears want you to think.
 
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