PleaseDontWakeMe
Banned
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- Joined
- Jun 21, 2019
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I don't even think I'm ugly, but I can't get a girl no matter how hard I've tried. So basically I'm an incel. Nothing in life makes much sense anymore. I'm not sure about anything. I know I'm going to end my life eventually. I'm just stalling because people keep offering me false hope, and I try it, even though I'm confident it wont work.
I'm in despair because I am not allowed to be a man. I struggled so hard for years trying to get work and study. I couldn't get a degree so can't do the work I wanted. And I get rejected from nearly every job except some mindless ones. Yet people still lie to me saying I'm intelligent. I can't attract, let alone please a foid. I'm living in my mom's house, as a boy, when I'm approaching 30. I don't see myself ever accepting this lifestyle.
People like the therapists and friends are keeping me going, but I know it's false hope. They're trying to help me get a life but I know it will still be a foidless life, doing retarded work. They want me to put myself out there but everytime I do it's constant rejection. So demoralizing... Everyone lies to me including my family and try to act like I'm normal when I'm not.
I've always wanted to be a great man that helps a lot of people. But I'm too useless. I'm going to end my life eventually so I wonder if I can use it in a way to benefit incels. I don't want to go ER because that will just make random people suffer. And more will join IT and bully you guys. I wonder how I can make my life useful in death?
I'm in despair because I am not allowed to be a man. I struggled so hard for years trying to get work and study. I couldn't get a degree so can't do the work I wanted. And I get rejected from nearly every job except some mindless ones. Yet people still lie to me saying I'm intelligent. I can't attract, let alone please a foid. I'm living in my mom's house, as a boy, when I'm approaching 30. I don't see myself ever accepting this lifestyle.
People like the therapists and friends are keeping me going, but I know it's false hope. They're trying to help me get a life but I know it will still be a foidless life, doing retarded work. They want me to put myself out there but everytime I do it's constant rejection. So demoralizing... Everyone lies to me including my family and try to act like I'm normal when I'm not.
I've always wanted to be a great man that helps a lot of people. But I'm too useless. I'm going to end my life eventually so I wonder if I can use it in a way to benefit incels. I don't want to go ER because that will just make random people suffer. And more will join IT and bully you guys. I wonder how I can make my life useful in death?