
im done
God hates you
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Delusion is the only thing that kept me alive till this day i would've offed myself 2years ago if I knew what my worth is and how much of a retarded social outcast I'm
I thought I was special i thought i will do something in my life one like becaming a physicist,a great youtuber or something like that but turns out that I don't even have the privilege to live a normal life like others
at this point everything seems pointless every thing
I wake up I go to college and dream about the girl i like thinking that she'll like me too
But know what?
It was never the case my life of 19 year i haven't done shit i thought i was shy and turns out that I was delusionmaxxing there too you could just tell by looking at me thst i was born to be a retard brain-dead and due to my social anxiety or whatever you call it i never participated in any fucking thing never had friends after school I don't know how long will i live the girl i like might like me I hope i cross her mind once in a while it's fucking hard to be a complete social outcast
I thought I was special i thought i will do something in my life one like becaming a physicist,a great youtuber or something like that but turns out that I don't even have the privilege to live a normal life like others
at this point everything seems pointless every thing
I wake up I go to college and dream about the girl i like thinking that she'll like me too
But know what?
It was never the case my life of 19 year i haven't done shit i thought i was shy and turns out that I was delusionmaxxing there too you could just tell by looking at me thst i was born to be a retard brain-dead and due to my social anxiety or whatever you call it i never participated in any fucking thing never had friends after school I don't know how long will i live the girl i like might like me I hope i cross her mind once in a while it's fucking hard to be a complete social outcast