Serious Constant contradictory stimulation makes you mad

[Mainländer]

You're raised to respect and love girls. You're taught that just touching them without their full, enthusiastic consent is morally abhorrent and something with extreme consequences - you hear about how rapists are gang raped in jail.

You grow up nourishing dreams of finally having one girl accept you as her boyfriend so that you could kiss, caress each other, have dates, and eventually make love to each other. Years go by and nothing happens, but you're still eager for it.

Then you go on the internet and see nowadays' porn. In Japanese porn in particular, you can find so many young, attractive girls, those types you'd sit next to in college and imagine life together, puking on cock, drinking piss, drinking 200 loads from a crowd of guys and then being deepthroated until they puke it all back again.

Spoiler

https://www5.javqd.com/movie/fhd-mo...e-all-gathered-together-cum-miyazaki-aya.html

Look at this shit. The girl couldn't even perform the final part where she's supposed to be deepthroated and puke it all back again.

This shit makes you mad. I totally understand the reaction Elliot had the first time he saw porn:

"...To see this video really traumatized me. I had no idea what I was seeing... I couldn't imagine human beings doing such things with each other. The sight was shocking, traumatizing, and arousing. All of these feelings mixed together took a great toll on me. I walked home and cried by myself for a bit. I felt too guilty about what I saw to talk to my parents about it. I was quite shaken for a few days.

This was among the very first glimpses I had of sex. Finding out about sex is one of the things that truly destroyed my entire life."

The gap between porn and everyday life (especially for incels, but most men can't get so intense action with such pretty girls either; for sub-Chad men in general) is so titanic. It's like driving a car and abruptly alternating between going 0,2 km/h and 350 km/h (sorry, American bros, I can't into miles).

People say porn isn't real life. Those are real girls! The sex is real. The extreme fetishes really happen. Tons of girls do that shit. Just because there are makeup, cuts and whatnot it doesn't nullify the fact all those things happened.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Good point, high IQ post.

It's that the more cognizant you are of something, the greater it's potential to hurt you. I don't care about what Chad is doing, I don't even want to know. At this point I actively avoid exposing myself to anything which I know will upset me and make me feel worse.

 

[michael2222]

Porn is Stacies and Beckies having sex with tryones and chads. I'm not really upset at something that was never meant for me. All I want is a 4 or a 5

 

[FrothySolutions]

I remember the first time I saw porn. I was, like, 5, give or take. Definitely very young. Single digits easily. Got into my dad's skins because at the time my parents didn't have very many kids and as a result weren't very careful about keeping us from getting into things.

 

[Mainländer]

Good point, high IQ post.

It's more cognizant you are of something, the greater it's potential to hurt you. I don't care about what Chad is doing, I don't even want to know. At this point I actively avoid exposing myself to anything which I know will upset me and make me feel worse.

I'm sadly addicted to porn. I'm currently obsessed by the particular girl on the video I posted. She looks like my dream gf and she does that type of stuff. It's hard not to look at it.

At least in Brazil the porn business is very small, so you don't have to deal with someone from your class at college having done it or something. Rich, white girls in particular have 0 chance of having done it here.

Porn is Stacies and Beckies having sex with tryones and chads. I'm not really upset at something that was never meant for me. All I want is a 4 or a 5

At least in JAVs tons of incel-tier men get to fuck and do those extreme fetishes with the foids. Lifefuel in a way.

 

[i_a_m_i]

Yeah. The bluepill just makes you confused and angry.

 

[mylifeistrash]

maybe because im an oldcel but no one taught me to love and respect women

i went to public schools in the US and don't ever recall being taught that shit. not even at church

 

[Mainländer]

Yeah. The bluepill just makes you confused and angry.

It's hard to completely drop the bluepill even after taking more blackpills than that girl took loads.

@Ryo_Hazuki 's post the other day got me thinking. The one about how males have the natural impulse of competing against each other and fucking each other up for pussy. Not to mention the whiteknight impulses, not long ago I was on a bus and a young foid almost fell back next to me, the impulse to hold her came very strongly and I automatically moved my arms to do so.

On that day I noticed that even I, the most featured incel on cucktears (probably), have also got a bit of whiteknight cuck in me still. And I feel it again looking at that foid and feeling bad for her, even though I know she does out of her own will and probably even likes it, even though it's unpleasant physically.

We can't truly overcome our nature, it's like that frog and scorpion fable. It's sad af tbh.

 

[seija]

This is truely a High IQ post, unfortunately I'm still addicted to porn after 6-7 years.

 

[Insomniac]

I remember the first time I saw porn. I was, like, 5, give or take. Definitely very young. Single digits easily. Got into my dad's skins because at the time my parents didn't have very many kids and as a result weren't very careful about keeping us from getting into things.

5?

That must’ve surely fucked you up mentally..

 

[Mainländer]

I remember the first time I saw porn. I was, like, 5, give or take. Definitely very young. Single digits easily. Got into my dad's skins because at the time my parents didn't have very many kids and as a result weren't very careful about keeping us from getting into things.

I was around 12 or so first time I saw hardcore pornography. But I only saw extreme porn like that JAV I posted at 19 or so.

 

[FrothySolutions]

5?

That must’ve surely fucked you up mentally..

I'm here on Incels.co, I must not be well mentally.

I wasn't "unhappy," but I would definitely say I wasn't mentally in the right place that a young child should be. After my dad's skins, it was mall catalogues. The lingerie section. I knew that when you go to sleep and have dreams, you can interact with people you imagine and it feels real. So I became just a little obsessed with trying to have sex dreams with Sears catalogue models. I didn't really understand what "sex" was, but I knew about kissing and hugging, so I knew in my mind I wanted to do stuff like kiss these women, and feel them on me, and hold myself close to them.

 

[Frankenstein's M.]

Porn is Stacies and Beckies having sex with tryones and chads. I'm not really upset at something that was never meant for me. All I want is a 4 or a 5

.

 

[BlkPillPres]

I'm sadly addicted to porn. I'm currently obsessed by the particular girl on the video I posted. She looks like my dream gf and she does that type of stuff. It's hard not to look at it.

Name?

 

[Mainländer]

Name?

Aya Miyazaki.

 

[BlkPillPres]

Aya Miyazaki.

Thought it was a european porn star based on your words, I don't know how one finds a woman that "stands out" to him amongst asian pornstars, they pretty much all look alike with very few slight variations, even the moans are all the same high pitched squeals lol

There are a few that stood out to me, but that's likely because of good photography

E.g.
Ai Shinozaki