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I never went out of my way to talk with my family. My parents are getting old and they will die one day. One of my parents and my uncle were totally into meeting their parents 2 times a week and my parents often call my sibling and vice versa.
Yet i never felt need to talk with any of them. My life sucked and ive become emotionally depressed(made up term) i do not enjoy small things like talking with family or meeting them
not only that, but i fundamentally hate people. I think that's making me value my parents less than I should. It makes me think that my parents were or are just like all the other crap people who ruined me and my life, just not to me, but to other people.
Human nature is and was malicious. Thats why i rejected society. Maybe in many thousands years we will stop being conflict seeking bullies and harm the weak, but now id say majority of humans are like that
tldr: i hate people and it makes me not talk and not care about my parents who are of old age and may die one day and i cant stand how blank i am
Yet i never felt need to talk with any of them. My life sucked and ive become emotionally depressed(made up term) i do not enjoy small things like talking with family or meeting them
not only that, but i fundamentally hate people. I think that's making me value my parents less than I should. It makes me think that my parents were or are just like all the other crap people who ruined me and my life, just not to me, but to other people.
Human nature is and was malicious. Thats why i rejected society. Maybe in many thousands years we will stop being conflict seeking bullies and harm the weak, but now id say majority of humans are like that
tldr: i hate people and it makes me not talk and not care about my parents who are of old age and may die one day and i cant stand how blank i am
