I don't know why, but there's just something really satisfying about seeing someone in such a shite condition check in their cards.
Don't get me wrong, I still get pissed off at the fact that foids pushed them to rope and that no-one will give two shits about them once they're dead. But there's something gratifying about watching a guy who knows he's fucked leave this world the way he chooses.
It's even more satisfying when they do something like shoot themselves right in the face or land head first if they jump off a pavement. To me it's the biggest F U to nature, "You gave me this shitty face and implemented a need to survive with it? LoL fuck that I don't play rigged games no matter how much you need me to."
It's like getting shitty socks from your parents for christmas yet all your siblings got epic consoles and toys but instead of accepting it like a pushover, you burn the socks in their lawn the next morning.
Watching all that effort that both your father's sperm and mother's egg had to go through in order to create you and bam it's just been smashed in / ripped apart like an angry judge throwing a chef's dish across the room. That exhilirates me...
It's probably lookism or just my defeatist mindset tbh.
Don't get me wrong, I still get pissed off at the fact that foids pushed them to rope and that no-one will give two shits about them once they're dead. But there's something gratifying about watching a guy who knows he's fucked leave this world the way he chooses.
It's even more satisfying when they do something like shoot themselves right in the face or land head first if they jump off a pavement. To me it's the biggest F U to nature, "You gave me this shitty face and implemented a need to survive with it? LoL fuck that I don't play rigged games no matter how much you need me to."
It's like getting shitty socks from your parents for christmas yet all your siblings got epic consoles and toys but instead of accepting it like a pushover, you burn the socks in their lawn the next morning.
Watching all that effort that both your father's sperm and mother's egg had to go through in order to create you and bam it's just been smashed in / ripped apart like an angry judge throwing a chef's dish across the room. That exhilirates me...
It's probably lookism or just my defeatist mindset tbh.
