Venting Concert playing outside my window right now. Made me think a suicidal thought.

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There's a plaza outside my apartment and there's a big concert going on rn.

I was listening to a really upbeat song and for some reason, I thought what it would be like to be there with a girl, dancing and jumping together, kissing her as the music swells around us. How it would be like to hear that song again at 40 and tell my son, "oh, this is a good song." And then tell him how those years were the time of my life and that music brings me back.

It's all just a snapshot of the life I was supposed to have but never will.
 
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what kind of music outside?
 
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Just see a parallel universe where you are chad theory
 
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There is a big party in my neighbourhood every weekend :feelscry::feelsrope:
 
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Dionysus said:
what kind of music outside?
Pretty good tbh, rock and some other stuff. I'm actually enjoying it other than the loneliness
rightfulcel said:
Just see a parallel universe where you are chad theory
I have to fantasize.
RemoveNormalfags said:
There is a big party in my neighbourhood every weekend :feelscry::feelsrope:
Damn man, that's suifuel.
 
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RemoveNormalfags said:
big party in my neighbourhood every weekend
 
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TheSecondComing said:
....and what else?
He can go ER but it is his choice
 
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FinnCel said:
He can go ER but it is his choice
I'm not really interested in random-selected style ER attacks. I'd only want to kill people who specifically wronged me and/or people I know are insanely privileged and 99% likely to be cunts (10/10 chads and pretty foids)
 
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this may be your face then...
 
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Put me in the screencap :feelsbaton:
 
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TheSecondComing said:
....and what else?
Gey drunk and join the party.

On New Years I got drunk af alone and went to the club alone. I was on ok night. Way better then rotting alone
 
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luckily this dosen't happen in the suburbs I live in
 
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ScornedStoic said:
What are you talking about?
Sorry, don't mind me :feelstrash:
 
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Reddit_is_for_cucks said:
Gey drunk and join the party.

On New Years I got drunk af alone and went to the club alone. I was on ok night. Way better then rotting alone
Being drunk wouldn't help me
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Sorry, don't mind me :feelstrash:
Okie then
 
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I hate concerts. Last week some musicians played loud near. Was not a concert exactly because restaurants usually hire musicians to play something. I hate more when the music comes from holidays.
 
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RemoveNormalfags said:
There is a big party in my neighbourhood every weekend :feelscry::feelsrope:
same here, literally want to burn their house