I'm not attracted to kids, never saw CP or have any interest in it. The thing is though, when you see mugshots of pedophiles, so many of them have asymmetrical faces. I have an eyelid that does not match the other. Eyelid asymmetry is the ultimate pedophile feature. Having eyes like mine make you look like a pedophile, a murderer, a thief, and a liar... so if I look like all of those things, I AM ALL OF THOSE THINGS. I don't have to snatch up some little kids and fuck them to be a pedophile, all I have to do is show my face in public. It only takes a few milliseconds of people seeing my fucked up eyelids to officially make me a certified pedophile. Plastic surgery is the only way I can't be a pedophile. If the pedo police are reading this, go ahead and add me to the pedo list if I'm not already on their because of my face alone. You are what people see you as, how you see yourself means nothing. As long as I am ugly, I am every kind of evil person you can imagine and I legit deserve to die. I must be a bad person because my face is fucking bad. I hope someday somebody actually thinks I'm a pedophile so they walk into my room while I'm sleeping and fill my brain with hollow points. Having eyelids that don't match is the universe telling you that you are a piece of shit that deserves to die. I shouldn't blame others for hating me, I'm ugly, I deserve to be hated. Parents who have actually had their children molested by a pedophile would rather kill me than the actual pedophile if his face was better than mine. I've been showing up late to work lately trying to use eyelid tape and band aids to prop up my cursed ugly eye of shit so that I can walk out the door without feeling like jumping in front of a semi truck. I know that if I show up to work with my eyelid in it's normal hideous form, my boss would fire me on the spot for looking like a creep. Only my parents have seen my fucked up eyes without eyelid tape or a band aid. Talking to people irl is suifuel, cute femoids are suifuel, mirrors are suifuel. the price tag for blepharoplasty is suifuel. I might just start wearing an eyepatch until I get the first surgery on my list... 24 yrs old and still a virgin, day one of my hasn't even begun. A millimeter of eyelid skin and a few millimeters of facial bone cursed me for the rest of my life. I will probably die alone.
