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My last post seemed to turn people away. Not sure if it's due to the culture on this forum or if I'm not doing the best to convey what im trying to say.
Here is a small example and backstory of who i was and who I am becoming.
I am a younger individual, I will not say my name. You may now who I am when you see me. Not to get ahead of myself.
But, a few years back. I was about 80 pounds over the recommended weight that a boy should have at the time.
The doctor would always write on the bottom how much my bmi had gone up each physical.
I hadn't experienced any form of love.
I wanted it so bad, it seemed as though everyone was always so happy when in love. That everything is perfect. And it all works out in the end.
I would agree if it wasn't for that we are cursed into living into this day and age.
I never really had any motivation to lose the weight or even try and talk to any female. I felt doomed from the start.
But, it all changed when I saw this girl in my class.
She was gorgeous, almost as if she was a clone of Ariana grande.
I was a quiet kid too. But, she had some form of spell over me.
For the next 6 months, I grinded.
I would work out around 4 or so hours each day. Would eat around 1200 calories. All while in the intentions of getting with this one girl.
When I started gaining more confidence, I started talking to her on snapchat. Then it turned into talking a little more in person.
The school year drew near, she was going to a different school the next year and I needed to at least shoot my shot.
I texted her one day, being a little retard that I was. I said some corny, weak shit that probably wasn't going to get me anywhere.
I always dread this conversation. It's too nerve-wracking.
I'm shaking while I send this text, I ask her something along the lines if she wants to go on a date sometime.
I send it. 20 minutes pass no response.
Ok. Then it turns into a hour. Then 10. Then 18 hours later I get a notification.
I open it.
Imagine my reaction when she said she wanted to go on a date with me.
I was estatic, it finally felt as though I had broken a curse I felt I was bound too. Told my parents, they were happy for me.
I just couldn't believe that for the first moment in my life. That I stuck with something, put in my all and it worked.
after saying yes to the date, we had to pick a time.
I ask when are you free?
She then tells me she is busy the next 2 weeks and will be gone all throughout the summer in Puerto Rico.
But, it's ok she will be back in September!
When i heard this absolutely filthy fucking bitch do that to me. I knew then and there this was not, and the only type of woman who did this type of thing. It's all of them, they are parasites. They suck you dry of your money, mind, power, EVEN HOW YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE.
In this story, I go through the mud. I stick with it. And what do I get FUCKED. This is one of many examples in my life that woman have absolutely toyed and used every fiber of my existence. Just for me to be spit out and thrown to the dogs.
I have a amazing job, amazing life. But, yet the female gender still clouds my mind. It clouds all our minds especially yours.
I want to tell you all it is not what you need. Instead of being mad you can't be with a female be fucking glad.
I want to preach how woman in our generation are nothing but filthy, selfish people who love getting the attention from men.
WE ARE BEING BRAINWASHED.
Say whatever you want to this, say you don't understand. Or say I'm an idiot. Your choice.
(Also fuck you idiots saying this is chatgpt, I AM HIM)
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Here is a small example and backstory of who i was and who I am becoming.
I am a younger individual, I will not say my name. You may now who I am when you see me. Not to get ahead of myself.
But, a few years back. I was about 80 pounds over the recommended weight that a boy should have at the time.
The doctor would always write on the bottom how much my bmi had gone up each physical.
I hadn't experienced any form of love.
I wanted it so bad, it seemed as though everyone was always so happy when in love. That everything is perfect. And it all works out in the end.
I would agree if it wasn't for that we are cursed into living into this day and age.
I never really had any motivation to lose the weight or even try and talk to any female. I felt doomed from the start.
But, it all changed when I saw this girl in my class.
She was gorgeous, almost as if she was a clone of Ariana grande.
I was a quiet kid too. But, she had some form of spell over me.
For the next 6 months, I grinded.
I would work out around 4 or so hours each day. Would eat around 1200 calories. All while in the intentions of getting with this one girl.
When I started gaining more confidence, I started talking to her on snapchat. Then it turned into talking a little more in person.
The school year drew near, she was going to a different school the next year and I needed to at least shoot my shot.
I texted her one day, being a little retard that I was. I said some corny, weak shit that probably wasn't going to get me anywhere.
I always dread this conversation. It's too nerve-wracking.
I'm shaking while I send this text, I ask her something along the lines if she wants to go on a date sometime.
I send it. 20 minutes pass no response.
Ok. Then it turns into a hour. Then 10. Then 18 hours later I get a notification.
I open it.
Imagine my reaction when she said she wanted to go on a date with me.
I was estatic, it finally felt as though I had broken a curse I felt I was bound too. Told my parents, they were happy for me.
I just couldn't believe that for the first moment in my life. That I stuck with something, put in my all and it worked.
after saying yes to the date, we had to pick a time.
I ask when are you free?
She then tells me she is busy the next 2 weeks and will be gone all throughout the summer in Puerto Rico.
But, it's ok she will be back in September!
When i heard this absolutely filthy fucking bitch do that to me. I knew then and there this was not, and the only type of woman who did this type of thing. It's all of them, they are parasites. They suck you dry of your money, mind, power, EVEN HOW YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE.
In this story, I go through the mud. I stick with it. And what do I get FUCKED. This is one of many examples in my life that woman have absolutely toyed and used every fiber of my existence. Just for me to be spit out and thrown to the dogs.
I have a amazing job, amazing life. But, yet the female gender still clouds my mind. It clouds all our minds especially yours.
I want to tell you all it is not what you need. Instead of being mad you can't be with a female be fucking glad.
I want to preach how woman in our generation are nothing but filthy, selfish people who love getting the attention from men.
WE ARE BEING BRAINWASHED.
Say whatever you want to this, say you don't understand. Or say I'm an idiot. Your choice.
(Also fuck you idiots saying this is chatgpt, I AM HIM)
31325
