There were just too many uncomfortable questions that kept popping up in my mind about the Jew cult that eventually caused me to break from it.
Its kind of hilarious now that I think back that the utterly fictitious Ann Frank story played a part in my break from the Christ cult as one of the questions that kept popping up into my head is how a god like Yahweh/Jesus could consider themselves righteous and just and all that other good stuff if after suffering so much in the holohoax and dying they'd still send people like Ann Frank to the Hell they created simply for being Jews and not Jesus worshipping Christians.
And as compelling as I find Howard Storm's NDE to be there have been other people just as sincere who had near death experiences and had no NDE to report whatsoever ie pro wrestling legend Jerry "The King" Lawler for example who had a legitimate on air heart attack during an episode of RAW and later when interviewed after he was on the road to recovery he reported he had no memory of his heart attack nor the match he wrestled nor any experience/recollection of a visit to a Heaven or Hell afterlife realm.
Then there's the NDE story of Dr. Steven Greer a well known UFOlogist who reported that he didn't see anything having to do with Christianity or any other well known mainstream religion or even less known forgotten religion, he simply reported if memory serves correct that he was greeted by two powerful beings who told him he could either go with them or continue his life on earth if he so chose. Well he chose to come back here quite obviously since he's still around.
Also one of my ideological heroes Varg Vikernes apparently had an NDE type of experience but attributed the god like being whom he may of been in the presence of or realm of as the pagan god known as "Baldur the bright" and not anything having to do with Jesus or Christianity.
Anyway sorry I kind of digressed a bit with my posts about various NDE experiencer accounts but I just want you and everyone to know I didn't leave Christianity lightly. Its an entire worldview after all and was painful to let go of and try to find something else to live my life by.
So now...well actually always...I just try to remain an open minded truthseeker. I sometimes even pray a prayer to any god that may exist whether it be Jesus or Odin or whoever to reveal themselves to me or tell me something profound so I can believe in them even if they can only manage to do so in a dream but nothing as of yet after all my years of requesting this.
So it seems at this point perfectly reasonable to me for people to not believe in any religions at all whether it be Christianity, paganism or whatever.
Though as a white racialist I still encourage and promote whites to at least learn about our pagan past and heritage siince it in a way tells us who we really are apart from the Jew's desert fables giving us a false sense of self and one made in a distorted image the Jews would have for us.
Anyway well known atheist Matt Dillahunty basically has it right when he says something along the lines of if a god is real it shouldn't be playing the world's largest/longest "hide n' go seek" contest/competition with all of us and just plainly reveal itself to whoever wants it to as that is quite simply the best, most direct way to communicate it's 100% authentic existance to us, no more questions needed or asked and no more wondering required.
I think Matt also went on to say no single person should be any more special than an another in the eyes of a god as in a god revealing himself/itself to one person yet freezing the rest of us out.
Again if a god exists he/it should make itself plainly known to whomever wants to communicate with said god.
No decent human parent (flawed as even they can be) would treat it's children as religion's god does ie by hiding itself and not coming to it's child's/creation's immediate aid if said child/creation screamed/cried out for help when in desperate trouble.
Christopher Hitchens made a good point about this point as well talking about the victim of the rapist pedophile Joseph Fritzl about how that person (the man's own daughter) suffered for years at his hands and Heaven apparently watched silent and indifferent, doing nothing at all about it.
Yeah eventually Joseph Fritzl was brought to justice but far after the damage had been done and how many more Joseph Fritzl's are out there right now who never do get caught?
And sure an argument could be made that said people will eventually die and burn in Hell forever but how does that help any of their victims? Even if the victim gets to be happy about that they still have to live and suffer with their rape trauma for the rest of their lives.
So tl;dr...
It just seems to me that Christianity and any other religion or being purporting to be a god or even the pagan gods/goddesses if any of them exist certainly has a lot to answer for.
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