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No friends then, no friends now
Anxious then, also now
Depressed then and now
Extremely stressed then and now even worse

All the same shit day in day out and I have no fucking idea what to do to be honest.

Barely speak to parents anymore since I was kicked out in the summer

Get mogged by school girls, daily

I just fucking hate everyone and everything
 
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how'd you afford to move out? you just found a full time job?
 
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Being bullied in school makes you feel like a subhuman even more than you already did. Can relate
 
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I feel your pain. Shitty parents combined with bullying has ruined me, I will rope soon.
 
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I get heightmogged by schoolgirls at 5'8, it's over.
 
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the grand question show the world your pain or rope?
 
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Your parents can't help you ? Don't they care ?
 
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acnescarcel said:
how'd you afford to move out? you just found a full time job?
Part time to get back on my feet
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Your parents can't help you ? Don't they care ?
No and no
 
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I was bullied tremendously in elementary school, a time vital for growth. Because of the relentless mockery I faced I today struggle with depression, anxiety, trust issues, avoidance, etc. My biggest bully was my cousin, he ruined me. Today, he laughs about it and thinks there’s no hard feelings. What makes things worse is that he’s everything I desire to be. Fucker.
 
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I Remember you said you got kick out from your parent buy why ?
 
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Kanakops said:
I Remember you said you got kick out from your parent buy why ?
Big argument
 
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I have actually never been a true victim of bullying even though I dressed Goth with makeup and all that, but being bullied is terrible for that person because in your teenage years you develop your personality so the bullies are essentially stealing your self-esteem and self worth to absorb to themselves so they will feel even better (better meaning they will get a feeling of being alpha and a sense of masculinity). Fuck bullies!
 
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FiveFourManlet said:
Big argument
it's not an argument it's a question, I'm asking why you got kick out from your house, my english is pretty bad sorry
 
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I was a popular kid with tons of friends in elementary school.
Then age 12 and grade 7 came around. all of a sudden, everything is about looks since we're going through puberty, I lost all of my friends.
Even my former friends, guys who I hung out with all the time in the summer and would come to my birthday parties -- started laughing making fun of me, i had so many different nicknames.
I never recovered from this, it completely ruined my trust in people, then in high school, i never even attempted to make friends. I just trusted no one, so I stayed alone. Even there was a girl who liked me, i thought it was just a ploy to humiliate me like usual.
6th grade was the last time I ever had a birthday party with friends.
 
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venomsol said:
I was a popular kid with tons of friends in elementary school.
Then age 12 and grade 7 came around. all of a sudden, everything is about looks since we're going through puberty, I lost all of my friends.
Even my former friends, guys who I hung out with all the time in the summer and would come to my birthday parties -- started laughing making fun of me, i had so many different nicknames.
I never recovered from this, it completely ruined my trust in people, then in high school, i never even attempted to make friends. I just trusted no one, so I stayed alone. Even there was a girl who liked me, i thought it was just a ploy to humiliate me like usual.
6th grade was the last time I ever had a birthday party with friends.
It’s always about looks.
I was bullied from 4-11 years old due to my short height.
 
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FiveFourManlet said:
It’s always about looks.
I was bullied from 4-11 years old due to my short height.
One of my biggest bullies was the shortest kid in the school though, and he was a popular kid.
 
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Dude if you ever want to talk I'm on discord like 24/7. I feel like I'm in a similar situation especially when it comes to living on your own and having no friends whatsoever
 
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venomsol said:
One of my biggest bullies was the shortest kid in the school though, and he was a popular kid.
i was 4-11
 
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I was bullied because I grew a beard, I was still mocked by them even if I shaved it off, but at least I had it before them lol
 
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Everyone in school feels it is their god given duty to remind you of your height.
 
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LilFatty said:
Everyone in school feels it is their god given duty to remind you of your height.
go Eduardo Rodriguez
 
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venomsol said:
I was a popular kid with tons of friends in elementary school.
Then age 12 and grade 7 came around. all of a sudden, everything is about looks since we're going through puberty, I lost all of my friends.
Even my former friends, guys who I hung out with all the time in the summer and would come to my birthday parties -- started laughing making fun of me, i had so many different nicknames.
I never recovered from this, it completely ruined my trust in people, then in high school, i never even attempted to make friends. I just trusted no one, so I stayed alone. Even there was a girl who liked me, i thought it was just a ploy to humiliate me like usual.
6th grade was the last time I ever had a birthday party with friends.

Holy shit you just described my life. At elementary, everything was good for me, had a good amount of friends. But same as you, they turned on me in high school. And the bit about losing trust in people and staying alone. And the birthdays :feelswow: We're copies of each other bro.
 
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venomsol said:
Even there was a girl who liked me, i thought it was just a ploy to humiliate me like usual
:feelswow:
 
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Same. I don’t even want friends anymore. I feel like life has no meaning.
 
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venomsol said:
One of my biggest bullies was the shortest kid in the school though, and he was a popular kid.
Some of my bullies were shorter than me, but I would see them get bullied for their height and they would take it out on the genetic trash kid with severe acne covering his face. I was shocked I'm like you literally just got bullied. Ugly bluepill fags hate people that are uglier than them because we remind them of what they actually are.
 
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venomsol said:
I was a popular kid with tons of friends in elementary school.
Then age 12 and grade 7 came around. all of a sudden, everything is about looks since we're going through puberty, I lost all of my friends.
Even my former friends, guys who I hung out with all the time in the summer and would come to my birthday parties -- started laughing making fun of me, i had so many different nicknames.
I never recovered from this, it completely ruined my trust in people, then in high school, i never even attempted to make friends. I just trusted no one, so I stayed alone. Even there was a girl who liked me, i thought it was just a ploy to humiliate me like usual.
6th grade was the last time I ever had a birthday party with friends.
My downfall sounds very similar to yours
 
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And normies would say that to be a victim of bullyng makes you stronger TOP KEK
 
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Incelazo said:
And normies would say that to be a victim of bullyng makes you stronger TOP KEK
 
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I wish eternal suffering upon my bullies
 
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At first I thought you meant literal scars lol. I have psychological and literal scars from by bullies - one on my knuckles where they cut me with quarters and one on my face where they busted my chin open. They can die for all I care.
 
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FiveFourManlet said:
No friends then, no friends now
Anxious then, also now
Depressed then and now
Extremely stressed then and now even worse

All the same shit day in day out and I have no fucking idea what to do to be honest.

Barely speak to parents anymore since I was kicked out in the summer

Get mogged by school girls, daily

I just fucking hate everyone and everything

Apart from getting kicked out I know what you feel like.
Anger said:
I wish eternal suffering upon my bullies
Incelazo said:
And normies would say that to be a victim of bullyng makes you stronger TOP KEK
NEETAndTidy said:
Life sucks then we die

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I get heightmogged by schoolgirls at 5'8, it's over.
 
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I cringe when I imagine how amazing your life would be if you were just 6 inches taller
 
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I've been outta high school for nearly 6 years now, seems like a blur of repressed memories when I think about it. Of course when I look up the Chad bullies they're all slaying and having fun.
 
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FiveFourManlet said:
No friends then, no friends now
Anxious then, also now
Depressed then and now
Extremely stressed then and now even worse

All the same shit day in day out and I have no fucking idea what to do to be honest.

Barely speak to parents anymore since I was kicked out in the summer

Get mogged by school girls, daily

I just fucking hate everyone and everything

NEETAndTidy @NEETAndTidy is your friend and your incel brothers.

I have no friends where I live, never did, but I have many in this community.
 
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Zesto said:
NEETAndTidy @NEETAndTidy is your friend and your incel brothers.

I have no friends where I live but I have many in this community.
FiveFour is a good man. We talk a lot. We have our fights but he is a truecel despite his good face.

I'd hardly consider us good friends. Simply close incel brothers
 
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The worst part is that all the cortisol from the stress probably stunted your height as well. That's the worst part. Your bullies permanently weakened you and they got off scott free.
 
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Lonelycel said:
Holy shit you just described my life. At elementary, everything was good for me, had a good amount of friends. But same as you, they turned on me in high school. And the bit about losing trust in people and staying alone. And the birthdays :feelswow: We're copies of each other bro.
It's a common story, sometimes I wonder if the kids grew up and changed, or the world did, something weird was going on in the early 00s.
 
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I broke up school twice because of bullying.
 
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Incelazo said:
And normies would say that to be a victim of bullyng makes you stronger TOP KEK
Being victim of mass shooting makes you immune to cancer jfl
turbocuckcel_7000 said:
It's a common story, sometimes I wonder if the kids grew up and changed, or the world did, something weird was going on in the early 00s.
Yeah, we all lived this story.
 
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Got bullied for the entirety of middle school and for most of high school. Shit left me scarred for life. Got bullied in elementary school too but at least i had friends.
 
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superighteous said:
I was bullied tremendously in elementary school, a time vital for growth. Because of the relentless mockery I faced I today struggle with depression, anxiety, trust issues, avoidance, etc. My biggest bully was my cousin, he ruined me. Today, he laughs about it and thinks there’s no hard feelings. What makes things worse is that he’s everything I desire to be. Fucker.
I've had a similar batch of bullshit happen to me, except my family never picked on me. Should go ER on your cousin.
 
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I know your feel brother.
Childhood bullying, mostly throughout my middle school years, but some in primary school - is what lead me to grow into this hopeless mess of a human who is too mentally ill to be liked by anyone.

Stay strong bulliedcel :heart:
 
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mangoboy said:
I feel your pain. Shitty parents combined with bullying has ruined me, I will rope soon.
Same here. My step dad beat me to the point of choking me to near death.