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I'm a STEM-cel, there's enough incels at my major, believe me, i'm a truecel but i'm surrounded by more or less same looking guys that don't seem to have any chance at any sort of "rizz" whatsoever, it's funny to picture that even. And there are Beckies. They live somewhat in their own separate world obviously that world has nothing to do with STEM-cels around them.
But today i witnessed something else.
Something brutal.
As i sat there as usual with 2 generic Beckies that always sit there, i usually sit with them and try to pick up a conversation like a fucking idiot (always got the subhuman treatment, but i do it anyways)...
Then today it's new semester, chad joins the group, he sits there minding his own business, doesnt even give a shit about Beckies, literally could not care less for any sort of human interaction, put him in my body and i'm not just a subhuman trash but also autistic on top of that.
One stands in front of him, second sits next to him... i've never seen ther faces so bright. It's like the chad made their day by just existing. They talked to him and laughed at every single unfunny word that came out his mouth. I'm no doubt in my mind, no, i truly know for a fact if he asked one to come over to "study" at his dorm this evening, they would probably fight over which one comes. Scratch that, they would be having a threesome.
After many occassions that we talked (or basically i asked some question to strike a conversation and they replied, that's as far as it went), i never not once got the feeling that i'm welcome, that they enjoy me being there. They tolerated me at their best.
Chad did not give a fuck. Picture a guy just sit with a stupid face staring at his phone like an autist almost falling of his chair. It didn't matter. All that mattered that his dad didn't pull out. That's all it took for this guy, for his dad to nut.
Another day another blackpill but this one physically hurt.
But today i witnessed something else.
Something brutal.
As i sat there as usual with 2 generic Beckies that always sit there, i usually sit with them and try to pick up a conversation like a fucking idiot (always got the subhuman treatment, but i do it anyways)...
Then today it's new semester, chad joins the group, he sits there minding his own business, doesnt even give a shit about Beckies, literally could not care less for any sort of human interaction, put him in my body and i'm not just a subhuman trash but also autistic on top of that.
One stands in front of him, second sits next to him... i've never seen ther faces so bright. It's like the chad made their day by just existing. They talked to him and laughed at every single unfunny word that came out his mouth. I'm no doubt in my mind, no, i truly know for a fact if he asked one to come over to "study" at his dorm this evening, they would probably fight over which one comes. Scratch that, they would be having a threesome.
After many occassions that we talked (or basically i asked some question to strike a conversation and they replied, that's as far as it went), i never not once got the feeling that i'm welcome, that they enjoy me being there. They tolerated me at their best.
Chad did not give a fuck. Picture a guy just sit with a stupid face staring at his phone like an autist almost falling of his chair. It didn't matter. All that mattered that his dad didn't pull out. That's all it took for this guy, for his dad to nut.
Another day another blackpill but this one physically hurt.
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