dick0nhead
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I've fucked way too many women since the age of 18 to 41, and I feel absolutely disgusted.
Story
I'm guessing it's me, but I had an epiphany where I've found myself no longer interested in dating or marriage. The reason being is because I'm one of those men who gets laid without even trying, and what kills everything about it is that the women I attract seem to wanna fuck under 24 to 48 hours, wish to fuck in secret behind someone's back, and while they want to come off as one who recognizes their value to YOU per say, they're actually saving face for you while they go fuck someone else until they're either bored and moved on with YOU or the next. I feel exactly like Frank Castle as to where I've completely lost count of how many vaginas I've slid and came in both protected and raw. Nothing to be proud of and its not like I want to continue this cycle of randomly fucking women here and there. It's time consuming to hang out, get to know each other over shallow topic comparisons, just to end up fucking and getting a nut off. I've trashed my condoms, I stopped watching porn here and there, hell I don't even reply to text messages from those women who have taken interest that many men would love to fuck. I'm still 100% Heterosexual, been told that I'm very attractive, smart, and just down to earth yet, I've completely lost interest in dating and fucking only to wanna sit at home and play video games. Hell I don't even try to look a certain way to receive attraction, yet I get it and I'm starting to feel like Big Booty Judy. Every man wants a piece and she knows it, but it's exhausting. Having a big dick that's the size of a 24oz bottle is a curse when everyone wants it, can see it, wants to feel it, suck it, fuck it, stroke it, etc etc, yet could careless about the consequences of not getting to know more about that person, simply because they just love the way you fuck them. It got to a point where I ended up vomiting 6 times due to the thought of how many women I've shoved myself into, not knowing how dangerous it is across the board. Thankfully, I don't have any STDS or kids, I'm still the same man and never switched up, it's just that I need my 1 and only and not a plethora of guts at my disposal to drain off in.